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doesn't have to know. It would only upset her anyway

and we don't want to do that, do we? Cathy?' "He needed to hear my answer. My voice

cracked, but I managed.

"'No,' I said. My heartbeat was so quick, I

couldn't catch my breath.

"Moments later, he was gone and I fell into a

pool of confusion, my body in a turmoil and yet, I was

happy I was still able to be my daddy's special girl,

happy I wasn't a bad girl in his eyes."

I paused. The three were so still, their eyes

unmoving, their lips frozen.

"Well," Doctor Marlowe said after a moment,

"why don't we take another break and I'll see about

lunch."

No one moved; no one spoke.

"Anyone need to go to the bathroom or

anything?"

"I do," Misty said rising. She looked at me.

"Unless you have to go first."

"No, I'm fine," I said.

The rain had started. The wind blew drops

against the window and they zigzagged their way

down like crooked tears. When I looked back at Jade,

she was staring at the floor. Star was gazing out the

window. She looked so deep in thought it made my

heart skip a beat. Their silence was louder than the

thunder rolling in from the storm.

Despite feeling somewhat drained, I still

thought I could do this. Doctor Marlowe had brought

me to this stage in my therapy, holding my hand,