"I blew it. It's not Jerry's fault." She tossed her head toward Rhyme's room. "Or Percey's. It's mine."
"You? Fuck, you 'n' Rhyme're the ones figured out he was at the airport. He mighta nailed everybody, it wasn't for you."
She was shaking her head. "I saw . . . I saw the Dancer's position before he capped Jerry."
"And?"
"I knew exactly where he was. I drew a target. I . . . "
Oh, hell. This was hard.
"What're you sayin', Officer?"
"He let off a round at me . . . Oh, Christ. I clenched. I hit the ground." Her finger disappeared into her scalp and she scratched until she felt slick blood. Stop it. Shit.
"So?" Sellitto didn't get it. "Everybody hit the deck, right? I mean, who wouldn't?"
Staring out the window, face burning with shame. "After he fired and missed, I'd've had at least three seconds to fire--I knew he was shooting bolt action. I could've lost a whole clip at him. But I tongued dirt. Then I didn't have the balls to get up again because I knew he'd rechambered."
Sellitto scoffed. "What? You're worried 'cause you didn't stand up, without cover, and give a sniper a nice fat target? Come on, Officer . . . And, hey, wait a minute; you had your service weapon?"
"Yeah, I--"
"Three hundred yards with a Glock nine? In your dreams."
"I might not have hit him but I could've parked enough nearby to keep him pinned down. So he wouldn't've got that last shot in and hit Jerry. Oh, hell." She clenched her hands, looked at her index-finger nail again. It was dark with blood. She scratched harder.
The brilliant red reminded her of the dust cloud of blood rising around Jerry Banks and so she scratched harder still.
"Officer, I wouldn't lose any sleep over that one."
How could she explain? What was eating at her now was more complex than the detective knew. Rhyme was the best criminalist in New York, maybe in the country. Sachs aspired, but she'd never match him at that. But shooting--like driving fast--was one of her gifts. She could outshoot most of the men and women on the force, either-handed. She'd prop dimes up on the fifty-yard range and shoot for the glare, making presents of the bent coins for her god-daughter and her friends. She could have saved Jerry. Hell, she might even have hit the son of a bitch.
She was furious with herself, furious with Percey for putting her in this position.
And furious with Rhyme too.
The door swung open and Percey appeared. With a cold look at Sachs she asked Hale to join them. He disappeared into the room and a few minutes later it was Hale who opened the door and said, "He'd like everyone back inside."
Sachs found them this way: Percey was sitting next to Rhyme in a battered old armchair. She had this ridiculous image of them as a married couple.
"We're compromising," Rhyme announced. "Brit and Percey'll go to Dellray's safe house. They'll have somebody else do the repairs on the plane. Whether we find the Dancer or not, though, I've agreed to let her make the flight tomorrow night."
"And if I just arrest her?" Sachs said heatedly. "Take her to detention?"
She'd thought Rhyme would explode at this--she was ready for it--but he said reasonably, "I thought about that, Sachs. And I don't believe it's a good idea. There'd be more exposure--court, detention, transport. The Dancer'd have more of a chance to get them."
Amelia Sachs hesitated then gave in, nodded. He was right; he usually was. But right or not, he'd have things his way. She was his assistant, nothing more. An employee. That's all she was to him.
Rhyme continued. "Here's what I've got in mind. We're going to set a trap. I'll need your help, Lon."
"Talk to me."
"Percey and Hale'll go to the safe house. But I want to make it look like they're going someplace else. We'll make a big deal out of it. Very visible. I'd pick one of the precincts, pretend they're going into the lockup there for security. We'll put out a transmission or two on citywide, unscrambled, that we're closing the street in front of the station house for security and transporting all booked suspects down to detention to keep the facility clear. If we're lucky the Dancer'll be listening on a scanner. If not, the media'll pick it up and he might hear about it that way."
"How 'bout the Twentieth?" Sellitto suggested.
The Twentieth Precinct, on the Upper West Side, was only a few blocks from Lincoln Rhyme's town house. He knew many of the officers there.