Letting You Go (Stone Lake 1)

Everyone I know is having sex. It seems to be all they think about. I’ve never been like that. If it wasn’t for my all-consuming attraction for Gavin Lodge, I’d worry I am as cold as the whole student body jokes that I am.

“Oh yeah. Do you want me to show you how good I can make you feel?”

My body screams yes, but when I look at the boy that I love more than anything in the world, there’s something I want more.

“I know something I want even more.”

“What’s that, Moonbeam? You know that I’d give you anything I could,” he says, sitting up and leaning against the headboard. I move with him so I’m half-sitting, still draped over his body. His hand moves to the side of my neck, his thumb brushing against my jawline and sweeping to my chin.

“I want to watch.”

“Watch?” he asks, his face showing his confusion. It clears up quickly though, when I wrap my hand around his still hard cock and start stroking him.

“I want to watch you as you come,” I confess, my voice so quiet that he probably has to strain to hear me.

It might be lame, I have no idea. But, always before, I’ve been so caught up in what Gavin was doing to me to notice his face, his actions when he came. I saw the pleasure on his face afterwards. I saw the lazy smile and the happiness in his eyes, but I missed the during. Suddenly, I want to see that more than anything else in the world.

“Moonbeam,” he moans, his head going back as I hold him solidly in my hand, stroking him in the steady rhythm that he’s taught me. Until Gavin, I’ve never even experimented or played around. He’s had to teach me everything. I have no idea, it might be annoying to him, but I love it. I love that he is teaching me exactly what he likes.

“Look at me, Gavin. Let me watch you,” I beg.

He raises his head back up, his gaze locked on me. His face tightens with hunger, and I lick my lips seeing the desire overtake him.

“Take your bra off, Luna.”

A thrill moves through me, closely followed by panic. I remind myself that this is Gavin—that I am safe with him. I reach behind and unlatch my bra. I catch the front before it falls completely. I take a breath and then let it fall. I can feel heat blossom over my face, but I fight it down. I take his cock back in my hand, my movements not as sure as earlier. Gavin puts his hand over mine, steadying me, and teaching me how to curl my hand with each thrust. Slowly we pick up speed. Gavin’s watching my breasts, his eyes heavy-lidded. I follow his gaze, seeing how my breasts sway with each of the strokes. Slowly, I look back at him and I can see the exact moment it hits him. His head goes back as he groans, his body trembles.

He’s beautiful.

My hand which was already slick is now covered as streams of his cum jets out, splashing against my hand and even splattering against my breasts. He watches, the heat from his gaze burning me.

“Mine,” he whispers.

And I am…

Chapter Forty Eight

Gavin

“You sure about this, Jules?”

“Yeah, no problem. I’m going to be here all night unless I convince Darren to go to the frat party in Hagerstown. So, it’s no biggie.”

“I can get a hotel room…”

“You know as well as I do the minute you and Luna walk into the Holiday Inn, which is the only decent hotel here in Stone Lake, someone would call Luna’s mom immediately.”

“Yeah, probably. I could take her to Russell or even Monroe, but…”

“Stop already. It’s fine. The house will be empty. The parental units flew out to Vegas for their wild party. They won’t be back until Tuesday. I won’t be home until Sunday afternoon, which means you have the place all to yourselves tonight.”

“I appreciate it, I want to make this perfect for Luna.”

She smirks at me. “You really love her, don’t you?”

“Luna means everything to me,” I tell her truthfully.

“If I didn’t know it before, I’d know it now. You must have bought out the flower shop.”

I can’t be sure, but I think I blush when I look at the eight dozen roses I bought. I also got candles, bath oils, and a CD of Luna’s favorite band.

“I just want her to be happy.”

“Do you think she will be, leaving Stone Lake behind?”

“I think I’m going to do everything in my power to make her happy,” I hedge, hating her questions because that’s my biggest worry.

“Of everyone I know, Luna loves it here. Me? Hell, I’d be happier anywhere but here and as far away from my fucking parents as I can get. Luna has never been that way.”