Letting You Go (Stone Lake 1)

I slide my hand under her skirt, pushing her panties to the side. I suck hard on her breast, as wet heat meets my fingers. Her pussy is coated with her desire, pooling against the lips, and running along the inside of her thighs. I can feel my hand tremble as I slide my fingers inside of her, not deeply, but teasing her. She opens for me, another signal she wants more and fuck, am I grateful. I’m not sure I can hold on much longer. I work her, sliding my fingers in and out, each time sinking a little deeper—deeper than I ever have before. My thumb pushes against her clit, grinding against it. I can feel her orgasm rising between us—hear it in the heated gasps of air, the way she moans my name and in the restlessness of her body. Her head tosses from side to side, and I feel her body tense right before she falls over the edge, my name on her lips.

It’s beautiful and we’ve only just began…

Chapter Fifty Four

Gavin

I move quickly and the next few minutes are a blur of kissing Luna, pulling off clothes, clumsily putting on a condom and positioning myself over her, my cock pressed against her entrance.

It would have been so easy to push inside of her, taking her virginity before she even came down from her orgasm. Maybe that would have been better, because I know no matter what happens, she’s probably going to feel pain—but, that’s not what I want.

I’ve tried to research on ways to make it easier for her—but, the truth is there’s not a lot of ways to find things out unless I just start asking around and I wasn’t about to do that. Whatever happens between me and Luna will always stay between us.

“Luna.”

My voice is hoarse with hunger and the sound comes out almost like a groan. I want to remember this moment for the rest of my life. I want her to remember it.

It’s special—Luna is special.

I bend down to kiss her neck, making a path to her ear. Biting on her lobe and sucking it into my mouth, I’m rewarded with her whimper, her body trembling under me as a shudder from her orgasm moves through her.

“Moonbeam, look at me,” I beg, pulling back to see if she does as I ask.

Every second seems to take a lifetime. I don’t even realize that I’m holding my breath until her beautiful green eyes open to look at me. They’re filled with pleasure—pleasure I gave her.

“I love you,” she says and the emotion behind those words squeeze my heart. Until Luna, I don’t think anyone ever gave a damn about me. Then again, until her, I never really gave a damn about anything.

“I need you to look at me, Luna. I want you to keep your eyes on me the entire time. I want to watch you as I claim your virginity. I want you to watch me as we become one. I don’t want either of us to forget anything about this.”

If possible, her face softens even more, and I know that my words mean something to her. Luna understands how special she is to me. How special this is—at least I hope she does.

“I’m never going to forget, Gavin,” she promises, her voice gentle but full of conviction. Moving her fingers into my hair, she leans up to kiss me, her lips sweet like candy.

I deepen the kiss then pull away to watch her face.

“Now.” I mouth the words, I can’t be sure I actually voice them because my heartbeat is echoing loudly in my ears. Slowly, I push inside of her, not far, but deep enough that her muscles are clamped down on me, her body tensing at the invasion. “I love you, Luna,” I promise, my hand going down to massage her clit. I don’t know why. Instinct, I guess. I only know I need to make this good for her.

“Gavin…” she gasps my name and it ends up on a cry, our eyes locked, as I tear through the barrier of her innocence.

“God, Baby,” I moan, my heart stuttering in my chest, as I realize that Luna is finally mine.

Completely mine.

I don’t move, afraid I’m going to hurt her as I see tears gather in the corner of her eyes. I lean in to kiss them away, taking their salty flavor into me.

“I love you…. I love you… I love you…” I repeat those words with each kiss I place along her neck and down to her breasts. I’m dying to move, but I don’t.

I can’t.

Not until Luna is ready for me.

Bit by bit her body softens under me and I sink deeper inside, but still I’m afraid to move. Then, I feel Luna’s hands slide against my ass.