American Honey

He grabs a condom like always and slides it onto his cock. We’ve always been careful no matter what. Seriously, he is God-like in every way imaginable. When he slides into me, I lose all control and can’t help but almost scream out in pleasure. He thrusts in and out, filling me to my core and oh how I love it.

“Damn Shay, this feels too good.” He pants before crashing his lips against mine.

“Yes,” I moan as he continues to thrust in and out. My body has never felt so much pleasure before and I never want it to stop.

Beau grabs my legs and helps me wrap them around his waist as he drives deeper into me. I close my eyes as I tilt my head back letting him bring me close to the edge. His arm reaches

to cup my chin as he tilts my head up. Our eyes lock and as he continues to thrust he says huskily, “There will never be anything as good as this to me, do you understand? Nothing or no one could ever compare to you. Dammit, you are doing me in Shay.”

What is he saying? I mean I know what he is saying, but he is showing feelings, feelings I have and wish I could fully express. He has no idea that there will never be anything like this again for me either. No one could ever compare to Beau Granger.

He grunts as he comes and he collapses on top of me.

He rolls over gently beside me and pulls my head onto his chest. His chest rises and falls with every breath he takes and the sound of his heart beating is almost lulling me to sleep. “Do you want to do anything today?” He asks.

“We can do that again. And again.” I say laughing.

“I would all day and all night if that’s what you wanted beautiful.” He tells me. “I’d do anything you wanted me to.” I don’t even have to look into his eyes to know he is telling me the truth. His voice tells me everything I need to know.

“Why are you too good to be true?” I ask him.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean soon I’ll be back home and you’ll be here.” I tell him in an almost inaudible whisper. A lump forms in my throat that I try to swallow, but I can’t. Reality is a bitch.

I look up to face him and his eyes look pained for a moment, but he puts on a smile for me. “I don’t want to think about any of that right now Shay. Let’s just live in the moment.”

“Okay Beau.” He’s right. I shouldn’t be thinking about it, but I just can’t help it.

“Let me take you to the beach today. We can see if Rob and Sienna want to come.” He says with a smile.

Rob and Sienna have officially started dating as of last week. She got up the nerve to ask him to really make it official and he said yes. She pretty much knew he would. They are the cutest couple ever and I love spending time with Beau and with them.

“Good idea. Let me get dressed and I’ll go find her.”

My first attempt to get up from the bed ends in him pinning me back down. I grab his side and tickle him gaining me the access to get up. I nearly fall over trying to get my shorts on because I’m laughing so hard. He is up within seconds and grabs me by my waist. My legs naturally lock around his waist and he almost opens the door to carry me out before he realizes he never put his pants on. He laughs as he sets me down and I dart out the door before he can catch me again.

Chapter 9

We spend the day at the beach mainly tanning and relaxing. I decide to get my toes wet, but that isn’t good enough for Beau. He runs up behind me, pulling me close enough to him that every fiber in my body reacts. Then throws me into the water. When I come up, I laugh as I swim up to him. A rare moment occurs for me as I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him softly and tenderly. Beau is awakening my inner self that wants to feel all these normal things you should be able to. Rob and Sienna come to join us and by the end of the day, we are all worn out. I never applied sunscreen and now I’m paying for it.

Beau sits beside me with a bottle of Aloe Vera and slowly rubs it in a circular motion on my shoulders and back. A soft moan escapes my lips because of how good he’s making this feel. For a split second, I almost forget that I have a sunburn.

“Aren’t you going to be a nurse one day? How could you not remember to put sunscreen on?” he jokes.

I shoot him a dirty look and mock his laugh. “I just forgot, it happens. At least you’re here to make it better. Hey, how did you know that? I didn’t tell you.” We haven’t really shared too many intimate details about one another yet. Not knowing whether I’ll ever see him again once I leave, is stopping me from that.

“Sienna told me and I’ll make anything better for you that I can Shay. Just say the word and I’ll do it.” He says in that perfect husky voice.

“Well, how about you just keep doing what you’re doing, it’s so perfect.” I tell him as he continues to rub the Aloe on me.

The movements of his hands are mesmerizing and I find myself closing my eyes and half the world falls away for a moment. I think I can hear him whisper, “Shh, it’s okay baby, just get some rest. I’ll be right here.”

In my dreams, I go off to the perfect world where I don’t have to leave Beau. The almost too perfect world where we can almost fall in love. Love? Have I fallen off the deep end here? I don’t do love. Hell, I threw Brandon out because he said those very words to me. Beau has to be the sensible one in this, I’ll leave that to him. He seems sensible so far. Yeah, he’s slipped out that nothing can ever compare to me and he’ll do everything he can for me, but all that ends once I head back home. Short, just like every other so-called relationship I’ve ever been in. Bittersweet, well nothing has ever been this bittersweet and I’m not even sure this could be called a relationship. It’s more of a summer fling and the best damn one ever.

I pick my sleepy head up and look over to see Beau smiling at me with those beautiful piercing blue eyes. “Hey sleepy head. I was getting ready to wake you.”

“Hey,” I lazily grin back. “How long was I out?”