I lowered my mouth to hers, just as I slipped my fingers under the scrap of lace she called underwear. Her tongue stroked along mine as my fingers found her soaked slit. Knowing that it was a mix of us there made my dick even harder.
I’d never come inside a woman before her. Even longstanding girlfriends, we’d always been careful to use double the protection. Young and unwilling to tie myself to anyone, I’d been careful all my life. Because I knew a baby meant a lifetime. I wasn’t wired any other way.
Knowing she wanted this from me already had me tied to her, whether she knew it or not. We’d had the discussion about me being part of the baby’s life, but for me, she was a package deal.
Forever.
Even if that meant I would be sidelined if she grew tired of me.
She was it for me.
I tucked two fingers deep inside her and touched my forehead to hers as she rode my hand without restraint. As she took what she needed from me without a moment’s hesitation. Her name was a strangled groan on my lips as she shattered under me.
I stretched out on her as she shamelessly rubbed herself along my cock. “Off. Get these pants off,” she panted against my neck. “I need you. All of you.”
Me?
Or just my swimmers?
I believed it was more. She’d indicated it was. But God, it was so easy to wonder if maybe she wanted one part of me more than the rest.
I shut my eyes before she saw the questions blinking in my brain like a neon sign. I quickly rolled off the bed and shucked my pants, underwear, boots, and socks. Until there was nothing between us.
I reached above her head for the tie, groaning into her mouth as she kissed me and scrambled into my arms when I released her.
She tore off the tie and threw it on the floor, and then she was in my arms. Her warm skin pressed against mine as she knelt on the bed. I followed her into the middle of the wide mattress as we faced one another. Her multi-colored hair was wild around her shoulders and all she wore was her necklace.
We were thigh to thigh, my cock jutting up between us. I was beyond hard for her. It felt like my skin was too tight for my body, but especially my cock. She reached for me and I hissed out a breath. She swiped her thumb over the head and her pupils went wide with lust.
I’d never had a woman look at me like she did.
She gently stroked down my length and rubbed the head along her lower belly. She had such gentle curves and a narrow waist that made me feel clumsy and too big for her, but she was fearless.
It seemed like she was fearless about everything.
Where I was cautious, she was running ahead with wonder and bright colors. And for the first time, I wanted so much to follow her light. Not to hide in the shadows like I usually did. Where it was safe so I could watch and not put myself out there.
She turned, pulling me on top of her on the pile of pillows so she was propped up under me. As if she wasn’t the smallest, most fragile woman I’d ever known this way. No, she took me in hand and then into her body.
Her bright green eyes fluttered shut as I slowly stretched her to accept all of me in one fluid thrust. I had to fight back the urge to take her. To imprint myself on her. It wasn’t about that right now. It was a connection I hadn’t allowed myself with a woman before.
I undulated my hips against her, giving her the long, slow strokes I didn’t know I was capable of. Her eyes popped open as every part of me rubbed against hers from the tip of my cock to the very base of my shaft. I widened her thighs to take me deeper.
She clawed my back and I blew out a slow breath as I did it again and again.
She was the one made for me in every way.
I tipped her hips slightly and growled out her name. She clasped me so damn tight, her body welcoming me and pushing against me at the same time. My strokes grew faster and her grip on me grew tighter. Slow and steady was replaced with desperation. There was nothing between us, not even air as she gripped my torso with her knees, her arms around my back and her mouth on mine.
Even if I’d wanted to stop, I couldn’t.
My body wasn’t my own.
It was hers.
She wrung me dry in heart and mind.
I sealed my mouth over hers and swallowed her cries. She reached up between us to frame my face and I was gone.