I startled, but not as much as Em did. I knew JC was into guys too, but I guess I’d never considered he might be into Em—my Em—as well. And Emerson definitely hadn’t, because his tight jaw turned to granite and his knuckles grew white where they tormented his cock.
I didn’t know if Emerson liked men. We’d never discussed it. Definitely hadn’t discussed him liking JC.
The idea didn’t bother me. Far from it. I shifted, pressing my thighs together again, unsurprised to discover a new layer of wetness between them. I wanted to see my boys together too.
I was going to suggest maybe we…share Em’s cock, but by then, JC’s hand was on his own cock, stroking it openly on top of his jeans and then under after he loosened the button and lowered the zipper. His shaft popped out of the opening framed by his zipper, and Jesus, I wavered on my knees.
Two for two. Either I was exceptionally lucky or my fantasies were pathetic.
They wouldn’t be after tonight, that was for damn sure.
JC shed the rest of his clothes and stood watching us, waiting to see who would make the next move. I was waiting too.
Emerson moved forward and brushed my hair back from my forehead. Still saying nothing, he nudged the tip of his hard-on against my parted lips. I took him in eagerly, so glad he wasn’t shying away from any of this even if he wasn’t speaking.
Him not speaking was never a good sign, but I’d worry about that tomorrow. The same time I looked for my missing sense of propriety.
“That’s it, babe. Take it in, nice and slow.” JC’s voice near my ear made me shudder and try harder to take more of Emerson. I wanted to offer him even a fraction of the pleasure he’d given me.
I tried to relax my jaw and pull him deeper a little at a time, but almost imperceptibly, he shook his head. His fingers braced against my forehead, holding me back.
“I can’t,” he whispered. “Just suck the head. Please.”
My chest twisted at the agony in his voice. I didn’t know what he couldn’t do and not being able to ease his discomfort bothered me. All I wanted was to make him happy.
So I met his eyes, so troubled and aroused, and sucked.
Five
The girl I loved more than life was sucking my cock while another man watched. Another man who had gone down on her after I had and finished her off. I’d locked eyes with her while she’d had an orgasm, and it had been the most incredible thing I’d ever witnessed.
I would never recover.
Now her lips were working me a little clumsily, as if she hadn’t done this much before. And oh, God, I hoped she hadn’t. I wanted her mouth to be mine. Now that I’d had this much of her, I feared I’d be like an addict. I wouldn’t be able to stop until I’d had everything. Then I would still demand more.
That was what she’d unleashed.
“So pretty. Look at you sucking him. So gently and delicately, like a lady.” JC kissed her ear and along her jaw while I fought not to surge into her throat. “But you don’t have to be a lady here with us.”
She shook her head and hummed and Jesus, I had to fist one hand in her hair and the other around the base of my dick to keep from losing it right there. Her eyes widened as I leaked more into her mouth, my body warning her what was to come even if I didn’t have the words. Hell, I barely had breath.
Not when JC was reaching beneath her to pinch her tight little pink n
ipples and reaching back to rub her ass. She moaned and I moaned too, so connected to her that I wasn’t certain I wouldn’t come if she did again. It was as if JC was touching my chest and exploring my ass. He wasn’t sticking to the top of her full cheeks either. His fingers were trailing between, toying with her while she struggled to pleasure me and not choke on my cock.
Some filthy part of me loved seeing her mouth full of my cock. Fucking loved it. And I knew that I’d feel guilty as hell about it later.
“Babe, you’re soaking my fingers again. You like that, don’t you, having us both inside you?” When she made a low, hungry noise and nodded, he lowered his head to brush a kiss over her hair. “Are you a virgin, honey?”
I waited, increasing the band around my cock. If we were going to be her first—
Damn, we. I couldn’t imagine doing this without JC there with us, and I didn’t know what that made me. It wouldn’t be a big deal engaging in a threesome. I never had before, but I was a normal guy and had to admit the idea was sexy as hell. But this was Lily.
My beautiful, sweet, innocent Lily, who I’d tried so hard to protect all these years from boys who would want to her dirty her up. And it turned out who I should’ve been protecting her from all along was me.
She slid me free from her mouth and wetted her lips. My cock jerked in her hold and she smiled, her gaze flicking up to mine. Then her smile faded. “No,” she breathed.
I stared at her. “No? What do you mean no?” I grabbed a handful of her hair, intending to drag her head up a little more so I could see all of her expression. Before I could, she let out a soft cry, her cheeks turning pink, and I realized she liked the unexpected bit of roughness.