Into the Light

“Oh, that sounds like a bad eighties song,” he laughed, but continued. “I couldn't think of a better way to put it, let’s be obsessed together forever.”

I awoke the next morning when my alarm clock threatened me with its abrupt beeping. Six am, too early. I rolled over expecting to find Lex, but the bed was empty. The smell of coffee lingered in the air. I headed for the shower, got changed and ready for work. I chose a simple loose blouse, although loose being the operative word because the ladies were barely behaving themselves. Damn pregnancy hormones.

“Good morning, roomie.” I smiled as I walked into the kitchen. Lex looked so delicious in his dark grey suit. Too delicious and I had just applied my lipstick was my first thought.

“Good morning. Take the glasses off.”

“But I need them to read?”

“Are you reading now?”

“Well, no, but it’s just easier to wear them all the time.”

He folded his newspaper, placing it on the table. I'd be a fool not to notice the giant hard-on he was currently sporting. “Those glasses, make me want to bend you over on this kitchen bench, take your perfect, firm ass in my hands, and fuck you till you tell me to stop. BUT I have an 8am meeting across the city, so for now it’s easier if you just take them off.”

“Well, Mr. Edwards,” I spoke in my seductive ‘I can be that hot librarian you want to fuck’ tone. “How about we settle for me getting down on my knees and sucking that beautiful cock that is waiting hard for me?” I unbuckled his pants and pulled his boxers down, his cock springing free before me.

His hands rested on my shoulder. I watched him watch me as I slowly slid his cock into my mouth. He groaned, gripping on my shoulder tighter, his breaths uneven as I took him in deep, relaxing my throat muscles to allow him to go further.

“Fuck... take it in deeper,” he muttered under his breath.

Knowing he wanted more, knowing that he was coming undone drove me on. It made me want him to remember this moment for the rest of his day, when he sits in meetings trying to concentrate on important matters. I wanted this image engrained in his mind. Placing my hand on his shaft, I pulled his cock up and down whilst moving it in deeper. His body shook before he gripped onto the table causing the milk to spill followed by “I’m coming... I’m fucking coming.” With warning I sucked harder, enjoying the taste of him

that filled my mouth. As his body slowed down, I slowed down my movements, licked the tip of his cock clean.

“Jesus, you know how to give head,” he said breathless.

“Well, it helps that you have the most perfect and deliciously inviting cock in the universe.”

“Come here,” he commanded, patting his lap after he buckled his pants.

I sat on his lap and placed my arms around his neck. He smelled so good...so damn good that I caught myself closing my eyes and inhaling his scent.

“Did you just sniff me?”

“Uh… ummm, yep.”

“I don’t want to be away from you for the next ten hours,” his voice remained still but I could see that he was struggling.

“I love you. Nothing will change in the next ten hours, especially that. We need to get back to the real world.” Stroking his face I leaned in and planted a soft kiss on his face.

“I want to see the baby.”

Laughing, I didn’t understand his request. “Sorry sweets, but you kinda got to wait till it comes shooting out of my vagina.”

He paused, like he was trying to find the right words. “I meant I want to see the baby... you know, in an ultrasound. I want to hear the heart beating.”

I looked at him, trying to figure out what he wanted, what exactly was bothering him. “What's wrong?” I asked, looking into his eyes. I needed him to be honest.

“I need to know this is real, that this isn’t a dream. I want to hear our baby's heartbeat; I need to confirm with my own ears that it’s beating strong.” Bowing his head, it took a moment to click. He was scared, that first of all this was the only reason we were together and second that if anything happened to this baby, that I wouldn’t want him.

“Baby... look at me,” I said softly.

He lifted his head, looking like a little lost boy, afraid and unsure. “I love you, Alexander Matthew Edwards. Whether it was with or without this baby we still would have found a way to be together. No matter what happens, I’m here. Remember obsessed together forever? I want to hear the baby’s heartbeat, too. I will book it in. Now promise me you will try to be productive today.” I smiled at him, hoping for one in return.

“How can your simple words calm me?”

“Because that’s what we do, calm each other in the midst of a storm or mini meltdown.”