A wonderful man.
He has given me no reason at all not to trust him. So why do I still have this nagging feeling inside? Lex catches sight of me as I walk down to where they are playing.
“Hi, Cha Cha! Lex taught me how to tackle.”
“I can see. If you go pro, you will make your daddy a very happy man.”
He runs off to where the towels are to grab a drink. It gives us a moment together in which I have no idea what to say. I probably should start by saying sorry since I’m in the wrong.
“Lex, about last night—”
“Nothing left to be said, Charlie. You made your feelings perfectly clear. I’m giving you space and time. I’m not pushing you anymore.”
“You called me Charlie…”
“That’s what everyone else calls you. I’m like everybody else, just a friend,” he answers in an uninviting tone.
The words hurt.
No, he isn’t pushing me, but why all of a sudden do I want to be pushed?
Why do I want him to tell me I’m his and only his?
And most importantly, why do I crave for him to call me Charlotte.
Lex Edwards will never be like everyone else.
Will interrupts us asking to go into the water. I agree, stripping off my clothes wearing only a white ruffled bikini. I catch Lex looking me up and down, admitting it feels nice that he can’t completely ignore me.
We jump into the waves. Will is having the time of his life. Lex piggybacks him, taking him a little further out, which makes me slightly nervous, but there are lifeguards about, so I stop worrying about it. An hour later we decide to head back for lunch. I’m seriously exhausted. I can’t shake this tired feeling and know I’ll have to sneak in a ‘nana nap’ sometime today.
Back at the house we jump into the pool while Elijah grills some burgers. Rocky’s having swimming races with Will. Nikki and Adriana came back from the markets showing off their new sun hats. I swear it’s a hilarious sight, especially because the hats are bigger than the planet Jupiter.
Lex has left, to where I’m not sure.
After lunch, I feel extremely drowsy, so I decide to head to my room to take a nap. I doze off almost instantly only to be awaken by Nikki. It’s a little after four when she wakes me.
“Charlie, are you feeling okay?”
I mumble something then open my eyes. “Yeah, just barely any sleep the past two nights.”
“Plus, I think you may have sunstroke.” She scowls, pulling my tank top aside.
Amid this morning’s mayhem, I forgot to put sunblock on. I groan at the sight of the redness. Hopefully, with an overdose of aloe vera I’ll tan over.
“Is Lex back yet, from wherever he went?”
“Yes, he is. He’s in his room,” she tells me before walking out.
I grab the aloe vera and walk over to his room. Knocking on his door, he answers to come in. I open the door gently and find him sitting up in bed with his laptop.
“You have a minute?” I ask with hesitation in my voice.
He closes his laptop, placing it on the nightstand. This distance thing is as wide as the Grand Canyon, and it’s driving me crazy, but I can’t jump him, not after he thinks I’m just using him for sex.
“Working while on vacation?”
“Yes, sadly there are certain matters that need to be taken care of.” He sounds cold, not the loveable, playful Lex from yesterday.