And so, I tell him those exact words.
And he comes undone.
Collapsing on top of me, I still don’t say anything. I don’t think I peed, but could a woman honestly come that much? Unless… On my God, did I squirt?
He unties me, and I’m fairly certain I’ve gone bright red.
“I um… wow, okay.” I’m speechless.
“That, my beautiful woman, is what I’m talking about.” The grin on his face is priceless.
“Did I do what I think I did?”
He nods, licking his lips, then leaning in to kiss me gently. “You just did what I’ve fantasized about for a very long time. Did you see what your body did for me?”
I’m shy, but I want to explore this topic.
“It was… surreal. I mean, at first I wanted to… but then… it just kept going, and it felt like I would not stop coming,” I admit with a small laugh.
“It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen, hence why I lasted—”
“Like thirty seconds?” I interrupt playfully.
“You’re being generous, like fifteen.”
“Does that mean I can always do that?”
He lies down beside me and strokes the side of my face. “I’d like to hope so. There are so many things you need to do for me… fuck! I’m getting hard again just thinking about it.”
“Slow down, cowboy. My lady door needs a new door handle. Perhaps we’ll enter by the back next time?”
He growls on purpose and climbs on top of me wide-eyed. “I love you, now, forever.”
“I love you, too,” I murmur, moving a
strand of his hair away from his beautiful eyes.
We don’t have much time, but he continues to kiss me. We both remain quiet. Something doesn’t feel right until Julian blurts it out, “Maybe we should go see how they are doing at the trampoline place.”
“You read my mind.”
We jump up and place our clothes on, but Julian stops me. He brushes my lip with the tip of his thumb, and inside, I’m having another meltdown.
“I’ve never been so torn,” he says quietly.
“About what?”
“I want you so fucking bad it’s killing me, yet all I can think about is rushing to Andy to make sure he is okay.”
I smile reassuringly. “It’s called being a parent.”
“I’m scared I’m doing it all wrong,” he admits.
I wrap my arms around his waist. “Andy hasn’t left your side since the moment he came home. He begs for you to lie in his bed, mumbles your name when he sleeps, and calls for you when he wakes. He loves you, Julian. This is new to him as well. If you’re making him smile, you’re doing something right.”
“Thank you.” His eyes widen, followed by a mischievous grin. “Okay, is it just me, or do you want to see Eric do his routine on the trampoline?”
“Twisted minds think alike. Grab my cell over there, something tells me it’s YouTube-worthy.”