Bring Down the Stars

“You got a problem with authority?”

“Sir, no, sir.”

My face was a grimace as I pushed through the last ten push-ups that made two hundred on the day. So far.

“Don’t you fucking lie to me, Turner. I’ll ask you one more time and if you don’t tell me the truth, you’ll clean the latrine with your toothbrush. Do you have a problem with authority?”

“Sir, yes, sir.”

Drill Sergeant Denroy bent lower, red-faced, a vein bulging in his neck as he screamed at me.

“Are you fucking kidding me, Turner? You must be some kind of Einstein to disrespect authority and then sign up for the Army. A shit for brains. Are you a shit for brains?”

“Sir, no, sir,” I gritted out.

Forty-eight, forty-nine…

“The hell you aren’t. Get your ass up.”

I jumped to my feet and stood at attention, the cold rain making my standard issue shirt cling to my body. Gooseflesh broke out over my aching arms.

The rest of the company had to stand at attention and watch me do push-ups, instead of going in for dinner. Sarge walked up and down the company line with his hands behind his back, the rain sliding down his slicker in rivulets.

“I learned a few things about Einstein just now. He’s not a fan of authority, he enjoys the ever-loving hell out of push-ups, and he’s a fast runner. Faster than all of you. We can’t have that, can we? No, indeed. We got to get the rest of you slugs up to speed. Bravo Company is going to do fifty fifty-yard sprints.”

No one grumbled. No one said a word. No one’s shoulders even slumped. But I could feel the wave of animosity and exhaustion coming off the company. It was the end of the day, almost chow time and the pouring rain would not relent.

“Sure, you might be saying to yourself, But Sarge, it’s dinner time. I could give a rat’s puckered little asshole what time it is. You got a problem with it, take it up with Einstein. Now, move!”

Sarge had me stand at attention while the fifty men of Bravo Company ran to the fifty-yard mark and back twenty-five times. By the time the last guy staggered back into formation, most were shooting me looks that promised retribution later.

I made it through dinner and Personal Time at eight p.m. without incident, but as I came back from the shower in Bravo’s barracks, Sam Bradbury and Isaiah Erickson were leaning casually against my bunk. Connor and a bunch of other guys were playing poker at the rec table in the corner. The rest were reading, sleeping, or writing home.

“Do you want to get your ass kicked?” Erickson demanded. “Are you some kind of fucking masochist?”

“I hate running, Turner,” Bradbury said. He was a no-nonsense, quiet kind of guy who looked like he worked for the Genius Bar, took a wrong turn to work one day, and somehow ended up in the Army. “I mean, I really fucking hate running,” he said. “We do enough of it as it is.”

Erickson crossed his thick arms over his chest. “Maybe Sarge won’t be able to see your fucking smirking face if I beat it all to hell.”

Other guys, smelling blood in the water, gathered around, glowering. I braced myself for an ass kicking. My Southie street fighting instincts coiled in my muscles, feeding off the murderous anger in the host

ile eyes all around me. It was a rush. I’d fed off it on the track and missed it. I hadn’t realized how badly. If I fought here, I was going to lose, but at least with physical pain you could point to the source and watch it heal.

I got up in Isaiah’s face, chest to chest. “You don’t scare me, Erickson, but A for effort.”

He shoved me back. “Fuck off, Turner. That was your one fucking warning.”

“Do I look like I want a warning?”

Connor pushed through the crowd and wedged himself between Isaiah and me. “Chill…the…fuck…out,” he said to me. “This is only Week Three, guys. We’re all going to be where Wes was today before Basic is over.”

“Sarge makes him drop and give him fifty at least three times a day,” Erickson said. “Only it’s going to be on us when he fucks up from now on.”

“I hate push-ups almost as much as I hate running,” Bradbury muttered to no one. “Maybe the Army wasn’t such a good idea after all.”

“It’s cool, guys,” Connor said. His smile was relaxed and calm, as if we were on a beach in the Bahamas instead of South Carolina in a hurricane, getting our asses handed to us every day. “Wes gets that, right? He has our back.”

I nodded. For Connor. I had his back and no one else’s.