After The Billionaire's Wedding Vows… - Page 6

“What is that supposed to mean?” he demanded, noticing as if from outside himself that his voice was rising.

She didn’t seem to care he was practically shouting, not bothering to open her eyes or look at him again. “If you wanted to be attentive, you would be. If you wanted to be protective, you would be. If you wanted to be considerate, you would be.” She stopped, thought. “Maybe. Being considerate means noticing how the decisions you make affect others, and I think you’re really bad at that.”

“I make decisions that affect thousands of people all the time.”

“Yes.”

“And you don’t think I care how they are affected?”

“No.”

Just that. No. Not a reason why or a maybe. Just no and he knew she meant it.

She had no idea that he did his best to maximize jobs and keep people employed in jobs they wanted, even if it couldn’t always be in the same company, or even country. And she assumed those kinds of considerations never made it past his ruthless need to also maximize profits.

“I can be considerate,” he informed her, wondering how she’d missed his efforts in their marriage.

Had he really got it so wrong? For five years?

“To your mother, maybe,” Pollyanna acknowledged without missing a beat. “But even as much as you spoil Stacia, I wouldn’t say you are particularly considerate of her feelings or desires when they conflict with what you want or the way you think things should be done.”

“Is this another argument where you lament the fact I won’t always take your part against my mother?” Even as he asked the question, he tried to remember the last time they had had that disagreement and knew it was years past.

“No. I wasn’t aware we were arguing at all.” She sighed, still not opening her eyes. “Is there a reason for this conversation? Only I’m really tired.”

“I forgot. I’m not worth arguing with.”

“Alexandros, what exactly do you want me to say here?”

“That I’m not a bad husband,” he blasted her.

Finally. Finally, her head snapped round, her eyes opening to flash at him with anger he remembered but had not seen in too long.

“Alexandros, I am six months pregnant and the mother of a very active toddler. Even without all the committees you insist I chair or participate in, I would be exhausted. Not just tired. Exhausted.” And suddenly she looked it, her usual vibrancy so muted as to almost be extinguished.

She placed her hand protectively over her baby bump. “I am making new life inside me and I still suffer from nausea. It hurts to sit in any but the most comfortable chairs, hurts to walk and stand. Just like with my last pregnancy. But still you insist I suffer through a stylist’s ministrations so I can attend these unpleasant family dinners, which require an uncomfortable fifty-minute helicopter ride each way.”

“I did not realize it was such a struggle for you.” But he should have.

Damn it. He should have.

“Of course you didn’t, and if you had? You would not have cared. Never once, in our entire five years of marriage, have you ever made a decision with my happiness, or even my well-being at the forefront of your mind. A bad husband? No, you’re not a bad husband. You’re a terrible husband.”

In receipt of those indictments, he was shocked stupid and silent for several long moments.

“If I’m so awful, why have you stayed married to me?” he asked finally, a wholly unexpected fear that one day maybe she wouldn’t taking root inside him.

He’d realized long ago that the material benefits of being married to a billionaire were not the perks he thought they would be for her. So, what kept her married to a man she considered a total failure as a husband?

“You’re just now asking yourself that?” She sighed. “We made promises before God, and I won’t just ignore those promises in favor of an easy out. We also have a child together. From the moment of conception, I stopped making decisions based solely on my own happiness.”

He had no doubt she spoke the truth on both counts, but those reasons for his wife staying married to him were not exactly good for his ego.

“So you’ll stay married to me no matter what?” That didn’t jibe with the woman he knew his wife to be under the placid facade.

“No, not no matter what.”

“What would make those vows invalid?” he was driven to ask, a nameless dread telling him that he was on the thinnest ice when he hadn’t even realized he’d stepped out onto the frozen lake.

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