First Love Only Love (The Life 2)

Lance started laughing, which made no damn sense given the situation. I’d think he’d be ranting and raving the way he always does when it comes to the twins misbehaving. “What’s so funny?”

“And you’re not in love with her.” He shook his head and walked away, leaving me to wonder if everyone in my house had gone insane. “Where’re you going?”

“I gotta make sure dad and unc don’t eat all the damn h’orderves.”

Maybe he fell and hit his damn head, too, because the Lancelot I know would’ve stayed on the door until he was sure the twins had obeyed his orders. His overprotective ass can be worse than me sometimes.

GIANNA

No sooner had the door closed behind us than the girls started howling with laughter. “You gonna tell me what that was about now? And why was Lance carrying our outfits?”

“It was a test. Sorry, we would’ve told you, but then you wouldn’t have played your part so well.” Anna and Rosa doubled over with laughter, and I looked at the others who were already getting out of the scandalous outfits that I dreaded wearing.

“What part? What are you talking about?”

“We wanted to see how Gabe would react, and he did not disappoint.” They seemed rather pleased with themselves, but I was still at a loss.

“You mean this was all an act? You never intended for me to wear this?”

“Of course not; it wouldn’t fit with the dance we’re doing, and besides, when have you ever seen us dress like this?” Anna wiped the tears from her eyes.

“Oh, thank heavens. To tell you the truth, I was very relieved. I still don’t get the whole test thing, but whatever. Let’s hurry; we’ve wasted enough time.”

“Not to worry, we worked that little skit into the time we needed.”

Color me confused. I still didn’t know what was going on, but I was happy to put on the dress that we’d chosen for the dance. When they asked me at the last minute to put on the skin-baring outfit, I kept my mouth shut because it’s their day after all, and they’d already let me change their dance routine once they insisted I join them.

I could’ve done without that little blip, though; I’m already nervous at the prospect of dancing in front of a roomful of people. Now that the time was here, I wasn’t feeling so confident. I had no doubt the girls would dance beautifully, even though I’d only had a few short weeks to teach them the steps. But whereas before, I was excited and couldn’t wait for Gabriel to see what I’d done, I’m now terrified of that very thing.

That’s not the only thing making me nervous, though. I know that after tonight, I’m going to have to deal with my life. I’d asked for the reprieve not only because it’s what’s fair to the twins but because I needed time to think about what my next steps should be. We still have the trip coming up, but that too is just a selfish escape for me, because inwardly I’m terrified of what my life is going to be like once the truth comes to light.

The only thing I know for sure is that I want my dad to know. On the one hand, I want him to suffer the way I have been ever since Greta told me the truth, and on the other, I kind of feel sad for him. The fact that he’d kept mom’s things for me has gone a long way to easing some of the anger I once held for him. But in the last few days, I’ve had some time to think, time to look at things a little bit clearer.

He hadn’t forgotten my mother, hadn’t just moved on with his life, erasing her very existence from the fabric of our lives. I’m still not sure what he was after, his reasoning behind marrying the woman mom had called friend not even a year after her death. But I’m convinced that the news of what Becky had done will crush him.

Just thinking about the fallout makes me weak in the knees and sick to my stomach, but there’s no way I can keep something like this from him. I’m also worried that he won’t believe me. That he’d once again side with Becky for whatever twisted reason, and I’ll be once again left out in the cold.

“Hey, you, okay?”

“Oh, yeah, sorry, I just spaced out for a second,” I assured Anna, who’d wrapped her arm around me with concern.

“Don’t worry about anything, just enjoy the night. My brother won’t let anything happen to you.” How does she know what I’m thinking? How often have my feelings shown on my face?

I was about to apologize for my dark thoughts interrupting her night, but she just shook her head. “Come on, our guests await.” My knees almost gave out as I turned to leave the room with them. The first thing I saw when I stepped out into the hallway was Gabriel standing just where I’d left him. The look of shocked surprise on his face when he saw what I was now wearing, so drastically different from what I’d just taken off, helped ease my nerves.