A Destiny of Dragons (Tales From Verania 2)
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Which, okay. Fair point. “But it’s all been for the better…?”
“Is that a question?”
“Yes. Wait. No. Things are better.” And they were. I couldn’t remember a time that I’d been happier. I’d found what I was looking for, what I’d been waiting for. This wasn’t an end. This was only the beginning. “Where is this coming from?”
“We just want you to succeed,” Morgan said. “I’m not going to be around forever, Sam. Neither will Randall. One day we’ll both cross the veil into whatever waits beyond it. I need to know you’ll be okay when that happens.”
And maybe I started panicking a little at the thought. “Are you dying?” I said, sounding rather shrill. “Is that what all this is? A lead-up to where you tell me you’re wasting away and will vomit profusely and then fall over and convulse obscenely in your death throes? You know I don’t like it when people die, and I really don’t like it when people vomit. Why would you do that to me—oh my gods, are you insane?”
“And of course that’s what you took away from that,” Morgan said, shaking his head. “Dear gods, Sam, take a breath before you pass out. You’re turning blue.”
I did as he said because breathing was good. “You can’t die!” I demanded. “I won’t allow it. If you even think of doing it, I will hunt you down and kill you myself. Are we clear?”
He smiled at me then, as rare as it was beautiful. “Crystal. And I’m not dying, Sam. Neither is Randall. We’ll be around a long time yet.”
“Either that or Randall will outlive us all just to spite me,” I muttered.
“I wouldn’t put it past him.”
“You’re mocking me, aren’t you.”
“Why, where would you ever get an idea like that?”
I eyed him up and down, trying to find any evidence of impending death. Aside from the tiredness, there wasn’t any. “You sure there’s nothing wrong with you?”
He didn’t hesitate. “I’m sure.”
“And you would tell me if there was.”
“When the time came—and if you needed to know—yes.”
“Morgan.”
He wouldn’t budge an inch. “Sam.”
I groaned. “Gods, you’re infuriating sometimes.”
“You’re infuriating all the time.”
“When I tell people you’re sassy,” I told him, “no one believes me. They just look at me like I’m the weird one.”
“So, how they always look at you, then.”
I scowled at him.
He looked rather pleased with himself.
“I guess we’re stuck with each other,” I said, trying to make it sound like it was the absolute worst thing in the world but not fooling anyone.
There was that smile again. “I guess we are.”
I hesitated, trying to find the right words to put his mind at ease. Words were never a problem for me. I could speak about anything and everything, though sometimes I tended to use them as a distraction or a shield. The more I talked, the less anyone would be able to see what I was really feeling. It worked, mostly.
But this was Morgan. He didn’t deserve that from me. Not now. “You know I’ll make you proud, right? Like, I know I can do stupid things sometimes. And maybe I don’t always think things through. But I’m going to be a good wizard. For you.”
He didn’t say anything for a long time, just sat there watching me. I tried not to squirm while I waited. Then, “You already make me proud, Sam of Wilds. Every day.”
“Should we hug now?”