“I didn’t mean to scare you before,” he told her and she looked away and sat up straighter. He wouldn’t let her get up off his lap, and his brothers listened, wondering what happened.
“That was my fault.”
“It’s not your fault. Certain things trigger memories. It could be a smell, a song, a sound of a movement that mimics the same thing in a memory and you get a flashback.”
“What happened, baby?” Ghost asked, sitting in the chair next to them. He covered her knee with his hand and she looked at him and gave a soft smile.
“It was nothing.”
“I came up to her from behind while she was bent over the counter talking to Valentina. I scared her and she tightened up. Even Valentina saw her expression and knew she was scared.”
“I wasn’t. It was no big deal,” she said and stood up. He stood up, too, and came behind her, placing his hands on her hips but not pressing close.
“You need to tell us if we do something that reminds you of him.” She shook her head and pulled his hands from her hips and wrapped them around her waist as she stared straight ahead.
“I don’t know why I reacted that way. I love when you hold me in your arms. I love feeling your bodies up against mine, keeping me safe and protected. I hate not having you with me all the time. When I’m alone, I panic.”
He kissed her neck and squeezed her to him. He felt how fragile and feminine she was in his arms. He wanted to take all those fears away forever.
“That makes me so happy to hear that. I know my brothers are thrilled, too, to know how we make you feel. One day real soon, when you’re ready, we’ll make love to you slowly and every time we do you’ll feel stronger, our bond will be deeper, and all those bad memories and things that triggered the abuse and the attack will disappear.”
She sniffled and he knew she was crying. “You think so?”
“Oh, baby, I know so,” he said and slid his hand from her belly up to her breast. He cupped her breast and slid his thumb along her nipple. She turned in his arms and lifted up to kiss his lips. He ran his other hand along her hip and ass, squeezing her to him as he caressed her breast while deepening the kiss.
He wanted to explore her body further, but he didn’t want to risk being outside and someone seeing, even though they were in the dark. He lifted her up and carried her across the grass. When she didn’t protest, he walked to their house and brought her into the living room.
Only Ghost followed. Laverty and Evan had probably remained behind to put out the fire. He knew they would join them eventually.
The living room was dark, and as he placed Lois down on the couch on her back, she stared up into his eyes as he lowered between her legs. She opened her thighs, accepting him, and he cupped her cheeks, leaned on his forearms, and kissed her again. As he continued to kiss her, he shifted slightly to the left to avoid crushing her and ran his hand under her shirt and straight to her breast. She pushed her chest against his hand and kissed him back.
He was relieved that she felt the desire like he did and also that she was wearing a baggy pair of drawstring pants that he could slide farther down her body. She allowed him to push her pant leg down and as he shifted, he pushed the material further down, kissed her neck, and inhaled her scent.
Ford pulled her pants and panties the rest of the way off and continued to slide down her body, kissing her belly, her hips, and then her pussy. She kept her fingers in his hair and stared at him as he took his time exploring her. A nibble to her inner groin made her giggle and then a flick of his tongue to her cunt had her gasping and blushing.
“You’re so beautiful, Lois. You’re ours. Every inch of you is going to belong to us,” Ghost told her. He knelt on the side of the couch next to her and pressed his lips to hers, helping her lean back and just let go. He explored her mouth, undid her sweater, and lifted up her top as Ford explored her pussy with fingers and tongue.
The sound of her soft moans and the way she thrust her hips upward gave Ford permission to explore further and bring her pleasure. He slid his wet fingers from pussy to anus, and then he licked the same path. She moaned louder and louder and, as he slid two fingers to her cunt and one to her anus, she grunted and came.
“This is so hot. My God, look at her,” Laverty said, joining them. Ghost pulled from her lips and held her gaze.
“You okay?” he asked her and she nodded her head.
Ford stopped what he was doing and held her hips, looking at her.
“What’s wrong? Too much?” he asked her and she shook her head.
Her eyes looked glossy and her chest a little blotchy.
“I’m ready, Ford. I’m ready for all of you to make me yours and to make each of you mine.” He clenched his teeth yet wanted her to be sure.
“Are you sure, Lois? There’s no rush. If you need more time…?” he said.
“No, Ford. We can’t go on like this. As much as I love these tactics you have, and how much I enjoy all of you feasting on me, I want to make you happy. I want to satisfy your desires and needs, too. I want to give you all of me.”
Ford lifted her up into his arms.
“Then we go upstairs to the bedroom so we can do this right and spread you out and show you what being our woman, our lover, is going to be like.”