I watch, taking in every inch of him. The thoughts of being shy are lost as my eyes continue to eat him up. A wealth of feelings comes over me as I realize that he’s what I’ve been waiting for. Giving myself to him feels natural and right. I’ve unintentionally saved myself for him. There is no need for me to be embarrassed or timid. I take pride in my innocence. I realize now that it’s not a hindrance but a special gift to him. He holds his hand out for me to take. I grab it and allow him to pull me under the warm spray of water. My hands start to roam his body, having never touched a man like this before. They slide down toward his cock but his fingers wrap around my wrist, stopping me.
“Not yet. I’m on a razor’s edge.” His voice always sounds strained. It doesn’t matter how calm and cool he looks right now.
“Please?” I ask, wanting to touch him the same way he’s done to me. He closes his eyes for a moment. I watch as he takes a deep breath. It gives me a glance at how in control Jax can look on the outside but inside he really isn’t. I love that I test that control.
“I can’t tell you no,” he says as his eyes open back up. They look almost wild. “Touch anything you want, babe.” He reaches up to tilt my head back to kiss me. His tongue slips past my lips as he takes my mouth. I slide my hand down his chest to feel him, my fingertips enjoying every inch of him. His cock is soft to the touch but hard too. I touch it timidly at first, not sure what I’m doing but wanting to please him. He deepens the kiss, making me grow more bold. I wrap my hand around his cock. It jerks in my hold. Jax lets out a strangled sound. I start to pull away but his hand wraps around mine. “Harder,” he says against my mouth. He tightens the hold he has on my hand that’s stroking him. He shows me how he likes it. The need to please him has me jacking him harder.
The head of his cock brushes against my stomach with each stroke. I pull my mouth from his, needing to look down at what I’m doing. The sight of both of our hands together pumping his cock has my nipples puckering. The urge to taste him is almost overwhelming. He lets his hold of my hand go as his own hands begin to explore my body. I pump harder, wanting him to come. To give him the same pleasure he’s given me before.
“Bailey.” He moans my name. I think it’s the first time he’s actually called me by my name before. I whimper at the sound of his voice. It’s raw and filled with need. It’s begging for pleasure that I know I’m going to give him. It makes me feel powerful and sexy. “Going to come,” he growls.
I watch as his body goes solid and cum shoots out of his cock, hitting my stomach. The sight is so erotic that when he leans down, sucking one of my nipples into his mouth, I come too.
My knees give out but he catches me. I’m starting to believe that he always will.
14
Jax
I hold her in my arms. I don’t know how I have the strength to stand and hold her but I do. I’ve just come the hardest I ever have in my life. I thought the other night when I jerked off in the shower to thoughts of her was the hardest I’d ever come before. I can’t imagine what it’s going to be like when I’m actually inside her sweet, tight cunt.
I hold her up, washing every inch of her. I hate washing my cum off her but I know I’ll be putting it back. Next time it will be deep inside of her. She slowly comes back to me. Her body starts to heat with need again. I can see it in her eyes. She wants more. I came but my cock is still hard. I know it will remain that way until I get inside of her. First I need to get her pussy ready for me. It’s going to be a tight fit and I need to make her come a few more times with my mouth and fingers before I take her.
“Jax.” She sighs my name.
“I got you.” I flip off the water. At first I thought her place was too small but now I’m enjoying how close together we always are. The shower is tiny and leaves no option but for us to be on top of each other. There is no room for space but the way she clings to me I don’t think we need any. I sure as fuck don’t want any. She’s stuck with me now.