You'll Never Lose Me (Never 4)

“It was while he was at the office and the carers were getting something or other ready, that it happened,” I feel his throat bob against me and I have this gut feeling that I’m not going to like what he had to say. “She was having a bad day, her movements were more erratic, and she was getting frustrated. I don’t think she even realised it was me when she lashed out, she caught me off guard and my head hit the sideboard. The minute she realised what she’d done, she was beside herself. No one could calm her down and my dad had to come home early. He blamed himself and nothing any of us said could change his mind,” I can feel my head growing wet and I sit up so I can brush his tears away.

He buries his head into my shoulder and I cradle him against me and hum a random tune, anything to soothe the pain he’s feeling.

“They want to meet you but we never know how she’s going to be, I just don’t want to leave it until it’s too late,” he’s full on shaking now as his sobs grow stronger and all I can do is hold him and let him know that I’m here. That I’ll always be here for him.

LAST NIGHT WAS rough as fuck, H didn’t even question why Noah and I were already in bed at only ten at night. He just laid down beside me and made sure that I was okay while I held Noah and tried to make sure he had a good night's sleep. He was exhausted by the time we had finished talking and although I am dying for the loo, I don’t want to disturb him.

Maybe I’m thinking too loudly or something but he’s looking at me and I didn’t even realise he’s awake.

“When did he come in?” He asks, jutting his chin towards H whose fingers are dancing across my hip.

“Last night, you were asleep by then though,” I reply as my toes curl at H’s touch.

“Sorry mate, I’d had a shitty day and didn’t feel like being alone last night,” he says gruffly before dipping his head onto my shoulder blade and drawing his mouth up and along my collarbone.

“Anytime it doesn’t bother me, as long as you don’t start spooning me we’ll be okay,” Noah says with a grin as his fingers dance across my stomach and a warmth floods through me.

“Hold that thought,” I say as I jump out of bed and rush into the bathroom.

They’re both grinning at me as I shuffle back into the room and the warmth only grows hotter as their matching stares heat my blood and makes liquid pool in my underwear. Too damn sexy for their own good.

“Get your sexy little arse back on this bed,” H orders and it sends thrills shooting up my spine. He knows full well what that tone does to me and I know he gets a kick out of it.

I’m swaying my hips as I close the distance between me and the two impossibly gorgeous guys on the bed. I crawl up onto the mattress before placing my hands on H’s shoulders and pushing him until he’s flat on

his back. I look at Noah for a moment and he just smiles and nods his head. My fingers close around the waistband of H’s boxers and I waste no time in pulling them off.

My hand closes around his cock as I glide my thumb across his tip, swirling it in the pre-cum that’s beading on the top. I try to lower my head but his hand fists into my hair and pulls me backwards. He’s usually gentle with me, which I needed but I’ve missed his more dominant side and I really hope he’s about to unleash it on me.

Our eyes meet and I lick my lips before pumping his cock fast a few times, I hear the growl before his mouth slams onto mine and he swallows me whole. His tongue is everywhere and his teeth are nipping at my bottom lip, I can’t think about anything right now.

“Get on your hands and knees,” he commands before giving me one last bruising kiss and I waste no time in getting into position when he lets me go.

My heart is racing and my pulse is erratic as the excitement takes over. I am beyond happy that fear isn’t trying to take over, oh no I want to enjoy every single second of this.

“Where do you want me?” Noah asks, and it only increases my excitement, I am so weird but they seem to like it.

“Taste her but don’t let her cum,” H says as he kneels by my head and takes my breasts within his hands.

I arch my neck to look at him and a devilish smile is gracing his lips, making more liquid pool between my legs. I know Noah can see it as he pulls my knickers down and runs his fingers through my soaked folds.

“So wet,” he moans as his mouth closes around my opening and his tongue thrusts inside.

My fingers fist around the covers as my eyes flutter closed and my head falls to the mattress, but Harrison uses his grip on my hair to pull my head back up.

He releases one of my breasts and starts pumping himself as we stare at each other, he does it three or four times before he lets go.

“I want to feel this sweet, sarcastic mouth of yours around me woman,” he says thickly and I don’t need to be told twice.

I start by licking along his shaft but he pulls at my hair and tries to guide me where he wants me.

“So impatient,” I moan as Noah slips a finger inside me and continues to glide his tongue over my clit.

“Don’t tease me woman,” he growls and I swallow him whole. Taking him further and further each time I bob my head.

It isn’t long before I feel him hitting the back of my throat and I unsheathe my teeth causing him to hiss and tighten his grip further. I move up and down, getting faster and faster as his hand helps to set the pace he craves. I can feel my own walls start to contract and Noah pulls away causing me to groan and Harrison starts to shudder. Before lining his face up with my pussy.

“Touch yourself while he’s tasting you,” he moans and my hand meets my clit, stroking hard and fast as Noah swallows everything I have to give, but they still won’t let me reach my peak.