I try to strip him, but my hands are shaking violently. I’m trembling all over, needing him, aching for him. Jace can see that so he takes over for me, tugging his top off first, showing me how incredible his body is these days. I knew that he’d become more sculpted, that much was obvious, but seeing it in the flesh is off the scale.
Now, he looks a lot like the sexy rock star he is. It’s easy to forget who he’s become, but now, it’s all about me.
I prop up onto my elbows to watch him, biting down on my bottom lip as he takes his trousers off. Jace sees me watching and he turns it into a bit of a funny show for me, as if he’s one of those male strippers. There isn’t any music playing but he acts like there is, and I can’t stop laughing.
This is what’s so amazing about Jace and me, everything is so much fun. Even the sexy stuff.
“You look good,” I gasp, my eyes widening in surprise as his trousers fall to the floor. His thighs are so thick and muscular; I can’t wait to run my hands all over them. “But don’t forget about the rest.”
“Ooh, you are cheeky, aren’t you?” He winks at me. “I like that about you.”
He shakes his hips and shimmies his underwear down, his cock springing free and I clap my hands to my mouth. Fucking hell, I remember him being big but again, seeing him for real is incredible. I squeeze my thighs together wondering what I’m going to do with him… or more what he’s going to do with me.
“You are just adorable,” he chuckles while tossing his boxers away. “I want you so badly.”
I lay back as he comes to me, and grin as he hands me a small silver square. Protection, yes that’s probably a good idea. We don’t want any little accidents to tie us together when that isn’t really possible. He sits in front of me and smirks while I tear the packet open with my teeth. I keep my eyes locked on his, space dust sparkling in my stomach as he looks at me like he wants to eat me alive. God, I want to be eaten by him.
I wrap the condom over him and roll it down, taking the time to stroke his cock as I do. He’s thick and warm, twitching and ready for me. I love the way he looks in my hand, he makes my fingers appear petite and sweet.
“Oh fuck, Addie,” he rasps, his voice shaking with passion. “You are tearing me apart right now.”
I continue stroking him for a while, loving his expression. His face contorts in deep bliss.
“I… I need you,” he gushes, his hand curling over mine. “I want to be inside you.”
His words work like magic, my fingers unclasp him and fling above my head as I fall back. His hands work their way up my body, as he brings himself down to join me. His cock teases my entrance as he kisses me once more. I part my thighs further, trying to edge him inside, but since Jace is on top, he has full control of me.
“You’re eager,” he says with a smirk. “I always loved that about you.”
I huff and arch my back, glaring at him. “Stop teasing me already, will you?”
He kisses me and slips in between my folds, encasing himself in my wet heat, and the both of us let out noises of sheer bliss. Our bodies are finally connected once more, after all this agonizing time. It feels fucking incredible to be back here. I need him more than I thought it possible.
I wrap my arms around Jace and cling onto his muscular shoulders and back, loving the way that his muscles ripple as he moves. He thrusts slowly at first, reconnecting with my body, but soon the passion gets the better of me and he thrusts hard and fast. His body claps against mine, filling my living room with more noise than it’s had for a very long time. My head spins. Every thrust tips me further over the edge, stars twist and twirl above me. I melt against the couch, my body so free and happy. All the tension from the day dissolves. All the tension from the last six years washes off me too. I exist only in the moment and it’s wonderful.
“Oh fuck.” My toes curl over, my muscles stiffen as I reach my peak. I toss my head back, pressing it further into the couch cushions and I wait. It’s almost as if my body is doing a mental count down, grabbing up every second of this delicious feeling before I fall hard into the abyss. “Oh fuck, Jace… Jace…”
And then I fall. I tumble head first, my body thrashing and writhing as the waves of pleasure wash over me, lapping over
every inch of my skin. It’s hot and blissful, it’s all consuming, I love it.
I love him…
That thought blasts into my brain at the peak of my orgasm, shocking me to the core. I don’t know why it stuns me, I really think I already knew that, but it’s hit me hard. I don’t know what to do…
“Wow.” Jace wraps me up in his arms while we gasp through the post orgasmic bliss. “That was…”
“I know, right.” I force a laugh, trying to forget how much I love him. This is fun, it’s a moment in time, it will end. It will. I can’t get lost in feelings for him.
“Do you remember our plans?” he says in a mooning voice. “For the future? Our cottage by the countryside once I’d made us enough money, and our two children running around our feet.”
“Oh, Lyle and Hannah? Yeah, I remember.”
That was just a fantasy. I didn’t know it then but I know it now which makes it safer to talk about. I wouldn’t be able to if I thought it could be real, but since I’m acutely aware that it won’t, I can play.
“That would have been awesome, wouldn’t it? If we’d done that.”
I stroke my fingers through his dark hair, managing to find a genuine smile. “Yeah, it would have. I have always wanted to live by the ocean, swim every day when it’s hot, spend the summer on the beach…”