I gasp and push myself on to his hands, needing him to explore my soaking wet heat, but it seems that right now he isn’t ready for that. First, he wants to frustrate me until I can’t take it anymore and I yell at him to fuck me. Much as I love him inside of me, I do like our game of teasing as well. It’s just so classic Jace and me.
“Will you stop it?” I bite out. “You are making me want to scream.”
“Maybe that’s what I want, to drive you crazy, to hear you scream. To make you fall apart.”
I toss my head back and feel my hair spilling down my back, tickling my skin. Jace continues to rub his hands all over me but never quite touching me where I need him to until I can’t physically take it anymore.
“Jace, I fucking mean it,” I pant out, the desire getting too much, too dizzying, for me. “I need you right now.”
“Okay, okay, my impatient girl, but just because I love you so much.”
His thick cock slides into me, and since it’s coming from behind, the sensation is shocking. He seems to fill me up even more from here, I don’t know if I can ha
ndle him… but as always, my body works it out.
“So tight,” Jace groans. “So wet for me.”
He thrusts slowly, testing the waters, trying to remember how much of his massive cock I can endure, but as I slam back against him, needing more with every thrust, he complies by pushing in harder and faster. My fingers claw at the carpet, trying to grip on to something, as all kinds of feral screams burst free from my chest.
Then, almost by accident, I catch a glimpse of us in the TV screen. The blurry, unfocused image of Jace slamming into me from behind is sexy as hell. It makes my pulse race out of control. He’s been on my television a lot, but this is by far my favorite. His face twisted up with desire, animalistic and crazy, it’s perfect.
“Oh fuck.” The lust washes over me in a powerful wave, hitting me almost as if from nowhere. I nearly completely fall apart as the heat swallows me up whole, it takes everything that I have not to fall face first to the floor. My jittery, shaky limbs can barely keep me upright any longer. “Oh, Jace.”
The sensation is a wondrous heat that floods my limbs, expands, grows, completely fills me up, I love it, I want to cling to it, for it to last forever, but of course it eventually washes away, leaving me in a delicious, warm glow. I cling on to it, and the carpet, as Jace lets loose inside of me. As he does, my heart races in a new, different way. This is hope, this is real, this is the feeling that we might actually have a chance this time around…
We collapse on to the floor together, gasping desperately for air. I’m burning hot, still laying in the burning flames, yet I still want to curl into him, to hold him close to me. I rest my head against his chest, enjoying the thundering of his heat beat. I made him feel that way, I turn him on, make him wild, just as much as he does me. I’m sure people won’t understand why he chose me when he could have any woman in the world, and those are opinions I might have to face if the press does find him here, but with him by my side, bolstering me up just like he always does, I think I might just be able to face it. I certainly don’t intend to fight it anymore anyway.
“What do we do now?” I giggle breathlessly. I feel like this is a conversation that we’ve had once before.
“In a moment, as soon as I get the strength, I’m going to scoop you up in my arms and carry you to bed. After that, we’re going to have the best night of sleep ever. Then in the morning, you are going to head to work as normal, while I try to sort out all my affairs.”
“Affairs? What do you mean by affairs?”
“I need to work out what I want to do with my life. You were right about that, I do need another job, and I’m quite excited to work out what that will be. Also, I need to make sure my place in LA is sold…”
“You’re selling your house?” I don’t know why this shocks me.
“Of course I am.” He laughs as if this is obvious. “I’m done with LA; I’m never going back there. It didn’t ever feel like home anyway, and I’m into the more anonymous lifestyle now.”
“If you can achieve that.”
“Oh, I will.” He nods, full of confidence. “It might take a while, but I will soon become irrelevant.”
“Aw.” I stroke my finger down his cheek. “You will never become irrelevant to me.”
“And that’s all that matters to me.” I rest my hand over hers. “Plus, we need to afford our house by the ocean at some point. Not now, I know you have a lot that you need to do here first, what with your job, and I want to stick around for a while as well, but that’s the dream isn’t it? I still want to make that happen.”
I warm up, I surround myself in the glow that he’s created. Maybe I’m more done with my job than he knows, there might be a chance that our life by the ocean will come sooner than he thinks, but I keep that information to myself for now. Jace and I have been through enough, we should save it to one life crisis at a time.
“I think the money from your mansion will pay for our whole life, never mind the cottage.”
“Hey, you didn’t even see my mansion.” He pinches me playfully in the side. “You can’t judge.”
“No.” I shudder. This time with displeasure. “And I don’t want to. I don’t have any interest in that side of your life. But I can just imagine that it’s ridiculously huge and worth a lot of money.”
“Yep, you would be right about that. It was dumb. And I’m no longer interested in that side of my life either. I’m just looking forward to what you and I might have next. It’s exciting, isn’t it?”
I bask in how thrilling it is. The possibilities are endless. My future which seemed bleak not so long ago is now full of color and fun, excitement and love.