Inseparable

“Should be?”

“These protesters are not going to play nice and neither are the police,” he said. “When the police start moving forward, the protestors will go anywhere they can to find safety, breaking down doors, taking over businesses. I’ve seen it before. I’m being honest with you. The only thing we can do is get there and get them out.”

I nodded my head, not feeling any better at all about this situation. The helicopter I called wouldn’t be there for at least two hours. In two hours, it might be too late. We rolled through the city, getting closer as my stomach churned with fear.

Chapter 26: Casey

Things looked like they were starting to get out of hand. I watched in shock as police officers attacked protesters in the street, throwing them down and handcuffing them. There were fights breaking out everywhere and it was so jumbled that I couldn’t even tell who was who anymore. Large armored vehicles could be seen in the distance rolling toward the hotel, men in riot gear with large guns perched on top. Sirens were blasting loudly all over the place and the city’s emergency alarms were blaring from the speakers hanging off poles all around the city. I could see the merchants packing their things and running for cover, realizing this was no ordinary demonstration. Helicopters flew past the windows, shaking the glass, and playing recordings in Spanish aimed at the protesters below. Seth looked down as a man stood in the center of the street waving his flag high in the air as officers ran straight toward him with guns pointed in his direction.

“Seth,” I said, calling his attention to me so he wouldn’t see the man be tackled. “That’s a beautiful drawing. You are getting better and better at this every day.”

At the sound of shots ringing out in the streets, I grabbed Seth from in front of the window and set him on the couch, handing him his tablet to play with instead. It was getting too dangerous down there to keep watching from the windows, so I flipped on the news and kept tabs on the situation from there. The protesters were angry but the police seemed angrier and I watched as they began to clash in the streets. The situation looked like it was getting worse and worse. Fear flooded through my chest and I picked up my phone and dialed Dex. The call wouldn’t even go through and I growled, realizing the system must be flooded with calls. I watched the television, flipping back and forth between stations, reading the subtitles as fast I possibly could. As far as I knew the security never showed up but there was no way I could take the elevator downstairs to find out. If they were there, I didn’t need confirmation and if they weren’t, I would need to start thinking about how to protect Seth and me.

“What’s wrong mommy?”

“Nothing baby, just watch your show,” I said, kissing the top of his head and leaning back into the couch.

Seth was alert and aware that something was wrong and I was having a hard time hiding it from him. What started as an amazing trip turned into a nightmare and I was scanning through my brain trying to come up with a solution. It was just like me to think I could get Seth and me out of anything bad, to want to protect him from seeing or hearing anything that would scare him in the least. However, this was a situation I was pretty sure I wouldn’t be able to hide from him for much longer. He was smart and he had seen the police in the street, taking down protesters. I kicked myself for waiting so long before moving him onto the couch. He was just a baby, he didn’t need to see any of this.

“There are people down there that have something they want to say,” I explained to Seth. “They want to be free to make their own choices but they feel the only way to do that is to shout it really loud.”

“Is it illegal?”

“No.” I laughed at his brilliance. “Not exactly. But the police, they don’t want them to be here so now they are angry at each other. Things are different here than they are at home.”

“Are they going to hurt us?” His face looked sad and it immediately broke my heart.

“I’ll never let anyone hurt you,” I said, looking him straight in the eyes. “Everything will be okay. We are going to wait here for Dex and then we can figure it all out.”

I closed my eyes and thought about how we got there. We were having the most amazing honeymoon before we decided to take this business call. I was so worried about not leaving Dex’s side that I didn’t even think about the political unrest going on here. I had been following it on the news at home for weeks but when it came to jetting off with my new husband, everything just kind of left my mind. No wonder my mother seemed so nervous about me bringing Seth here. She told me to be safe in her worried tone before we left but I didn’t think

anything more than the fact that Seth had never traveled overseas before. How stupid was it that I didn’t even connect the uprisings to where I was taking my family? I should have told Dex not to go, to do it remotely, but instead all I could think about was being with my husband. Nothing else mattered and now, these were the consequences of my thoughtless actions.

I picked my cell phone back up and tried to call Dex again but the calls were still being blocked. I got up and grabbed the hotel phone, calling down to the desk. The woman answered but it was so loud I couldn’t hear what she was saying. I hung up and dialed Dex’s cell phone number, hoping I could get through on the landline but even the landline did nothing but beep feverishly in my ear. I was so worried about being up here in the hotel that I hadn’t taken two seconds to think about the fact that Dex was down there in the middle of it all. Instantly, my heart began beating rapidly as I worried that something might have happened to him in the streets with all these protesters. What if they took over his car? What if he was trying to get to me and got injured in the process? The police didn’t know who were guests and who were protesters and his life could be in serious danger. To say that I was terrified would have downplaying it by leagues. At that point, my hands were shaking so bad I could barely hold onto the remote as I switched back to the local station.

As the live feed popped up on the screen, I froze, the remote falling from my hand and bouncing into the floor. The police had started to push in toward the protesters and they were running into the hotel. The doors were broken, glass was everywhere, and people were rolling around choking on the smoke bombs the police had thrown into the crowds. I flipped the news off and stopped, realizing the sounds of gun fire and rumbling were no longer coming from the television. I stood up and ran over to the emergency exit, grabbing a chair and lodging it under the handle. It would be locked from the outside but so was the door midway down and from the sounds of it, the protesters had made their way up to the top floor. If they could break through that door, they would be able to get through the front door. There were two emergency exits, one on the inside and one on the outside that the stairwell leads from the roof to the lobby.

Immediately, I turned and grabbed Seth off the couch and headed for the bathroom. I set him down and locked the door, pulled him into the bathtub with me and held him tightly in my arms. I didn’t know what else to do or where else to go at that moment. Seth was now scared, trembling in my arms as he realized I was scared too. The only thing I could think about was Dex and where he was. What if he had come to get me and got caught up in the crowd? What if one of those gunshots was meant for him? I couldn’t even control my thoughts at that moment. Terror flooded my body. I wrapped my arms around Seth and buried my face in his hair. I didn’t know where else to go or what else to do except barricade myself in that bathroom and hope that someone got to us before the police or protesters. As we sat there waiting, I thought about Dex, our history and the way that our lives had gone to bring us to this place. Though we were sitting here in danger, I didn’t regret Dex, I regretted not being more responsible as a mother.

I leaned over and grabbed my phone, dialing Dex’s number again but still getting the block. I was so frustrated and so scared that I couldn’t get my mind to work right. I could hear the rumbling of footsteps in the halls of the stairwells outside the hotel room. People were shouting, screaming even, and the muffled sounds of gunshots could be heard in the distance. With every bang my body jumped, holding Seth closer. I had never experienced anything like this before and I was completely beside myself. I was normally so brave, so level headed, but I had never been in a situation like this before. There were armed men all over the place, fighting for their freedom, fighting for their causes, while Seth and I hid from them, wishing we had never come to this country.

My thoughts turned to our penthouse in New York where it was safe and comfortable. It was insane to me that I was able to think of New York City as a safe place but compared to where we were, it seemed like Kansas. I wanted to be in our living room, watching Seth draw the buildings from the large windows, so high up we didn’t have to worry about anything. I wanted to hear Dex’s voice and feel his loving arms around me. I had never felt safer than when I was with him, but being in this situation alone was absolutely terrifying. Instead of being comforted and warm in our apartment, I was in a foreign country that decided to suddenly start a massive revolution. I was locked in an unfamiliar bathroom, in an unfamiliar place, where I barely understood the culture, much less knew how to fight through a major civil unrest. God, I hoped my mother wasn’t watching this from home, she would have a heart attack not knowing whether we were okay or not. The truth was, I didn’t even know if we were okay or not.

My thoughts shifted back to Dex and I wondered where he was at that moment. Dex had turned into my best friend and my partner, who would I turn to if Dex were gone? I had always been so courageous and independent but now, I was sitting here in a bathtub completely terrified and without any idea of what to do next. Where would I go if Dex was injured? How would I even find him? My breath increased and I felt like the walls were closing in around me. The noises outside began to ring loudly through my ears and I pressed my hands to my face, trying to calm down. I was having a panic attack and I needed to get it together. I set Seth down in the bathtub and climbed out, walking over to the sink and running the water. I splashed water onto my face to try to snap myself out of it. I grabbed the towel and blotted the water from my neck and cheeks. Slowly, I lifted my head and stared at myself in the mirror.

Get it together, Casey. With or without Dex, you have to figure out a way to survive this, for your son’s sake.

Chapter 27: Dex

The streets were flooded with protesters and it got so bad that the cars could no longer move through the crowd. The police tried to move them out of the street but every time they approached a brawl would ensue. In fact, I started to think we weren’t even safe inside the car anymore. I looked out the window at the droves of people holding their fists and signs in the air, chanting for their freedom and rights. I remembered watching protests like these on the television from home and thinking about how brave these people were for standing up for their rights. Now all I could think about was how dangerous they and the police had made it for everyone else in the city. Smoke bombs were going off all over the place and I could hear the faint rumble of gunshots in the distance. If it were this bad this far from the hotel, I could only imagine what it was like in the center of it all. Casey and Seth must be absolutely terrified being holed up in the hotel, hearing everything going on around them. I had to imagine them still in that room, I couldn’t even begin to think about anything bad happening to them.

I watched as Mateo leaned forward to the driver and whispered something in his ear before returning to the seat in front of me. He looked up and motioned to the seat belt so I reached over and quickly fastened it around me. The car took a quick left turn down the empty street and began to speed up. I looked at Mateo, confused as to where we were going.

“What’s going on? The hotel is in the other direction,” I said. “We have to get to them.”

“I know,” Mateo said with a serious tone. “The streets are completely blocked. The further we go the more violent it is going to get. The videos show that the protesters have pushed into the hotel and the cops are already engaging anyone on the streets. We will never get there if we keep going in that direction. We are going to the closest airfield, you can charter a helicopter from there. With any luck and your deep pockets, we can get to the top of the hotel faster than we could run down through that crowd.”

“What if they don’t have any helicopters? My pilot is stuck right now as everyone is fleeing the city,” I explained.