“Can I take this off you?” he continues, seemingly oblivious to my internal dilemma. “I want to see you.”
The idea of Jordan seeing me so raw and vulnerable is terrifying. If I didn’t trust him so much, this might have been my moment to run, but I do. I don’t think he’ll judge me for anything, so I nod. I feel his fingers curl tighter and the material peel upright. I lift my hands above my head while a deep pulse pounds within me.
This is it, I think half gleefully, half frightened to myself. The moment where he actually sees my body.
Not so long ago, the concept of this happening would have been utterly ridiculous, but so much has changed since starting college, so much is different between us now, it’s actually the most natural thing in the world.
“Wow.” A bright smile breaks over Jordan’s face as he steps back to run his eyes up and down me. I guess it’s lucky that Rachel convinced me to wear my nicest black lacy underwear for confidence reasons. It means I can look my best now. This moment might be so very different if I wearing anything else. “You’re stunning.”
The funny thing is, under the weight of his stare, I actually do feel it. He’s filled me with confidence.
“You aren’t so bad yourself,” I comment with a smirk. “Although, I guess I haven’t really seen you yet…”
I’ve seen Jordan topless before, he doesn’t think twice about changing his tee shirt in front of me, but this time will, of course, be different. I won’t feel compelled to avert my eyes. I can really, properly see him.
I bite down on my bottom lip as he makes a bit of a show of taking his top off which fortunately makes me giggle. This situation has been so intense so far, it’s nice to have a moment to break that. A bit of laughter reminds us both that we have the powerful foundation of friendship for all of this to build upon. It’s reassuring.
Once his top is off, I can’t stop myself from gasping loudly at the sight of his rippling, muscular chest. Strength runs all the way down his body, including a sexy as hell V shape that runs all the way into his underwear. God, I want to see where that goes, the idea is making my mouth water desperately already…
Then, he takes it one step further and he unzips his trousers. My breath balls up in my throat while he slides his trousers down leaving only the thin cotton material of his boxers between us. I can see a thick, throbbing erection there, calling out to me, needing me, and it makes my core ache for him. That pleasure is all for me and I can’t wait to explore it. there’s a deep squirming in me, a deep passion that needs him right now.
I travel my eyes back up his body and reach his gaze once more. There, I realize that his breaths are as ragged and panting as my own. We’re both keen to make this moment happen, now it’s just up to one of us to make that happen. I almost move forward and take that step myself, but then Jordan strides in my direction, closing the gap for us. He scoops me up in his arms, carrying me as if I weigh nothing and he carries me to his bed.
As he lies me down on his bed sheets I feel a deep shiver racing up and down my spine. I can’t wait to feel his body upon me and to explore every part of him. He climbs on the bed too and hovers above me, smiling as he does. I grip onto his hips, enjoying how flushed and warm his skin feels as I rub up and down him. It’s a sweet moment, filled with romance, and I absolutely adore it. I roll my hips and grind into him so he knows how much.
That action sets him alight. All of a sudden, the romance takes a back seat and passion over rides it all. He grips me hard; his fingers dig into my skin and he bring my hips back to him. A small groan flies past his lips as he hardens even more in those boxers of his. The damn things I need off now. They’re in my way, damn it!
Jordan’s needy fingers unhook my bra and he hungrily slips my nipples into his mouth. I arch my back, pushing more of my breast between his lips because his rough tongue teasing me feels so good. Then he tears my panties down and I hear a shredding noise as they go. They might be my best underwear but I don’t care because right now, they’re just a nuisance. Underwear can be replaced, this moment can’t.
He traces a finger along my soaking wet slit, taking great care to brush past my clit. I feel like I’m on the edge of desire, I’ve been that way since he kissed me for the first time, so this makes me buck against him right away. I moan so loudly I’m sure the people in the next room can hear us, not that I care.
“Oh God, Jordan, that feels so… so… so fucking good,” I pant out. “You’re amazing.”
I want to make him feel the same so I slide my hand down his body and I wrap my hand around the base of this rock-hard cock. I shudder purely because he feels so amazing, so big, I wonder how he’s going to feel.
“Not too much,” Jordan rasps out as I slowly pump my fist. “You’re driving me crazy.”
He pulls himself up into a sitting position giving me an amazing view of how my delicate little hand looks wrapped around him. It’s an image I want to see many, many more times. Never have I ever been so turned on. Jordan reaches into a night stand and pulls out a condom which he hands to me to roll on. I tremble as I pull it from the packaging, but somehow, I manage to work through the nerves just enough to roll it down over him. With Jordan’s intense gaze upon me, this moment is just as erotic as having him touch me all over.
“I need to be inside of you now,” Jordan practically growls at me. “Like, right now.”
He cups my butt which brings my hips up closer to him then he teases my entrance with his erection. I toss my head back and slide my eyes closed as I wait for him to slide in. I want him now, I need him so badly I could scream… and then I do scream. The moment he thrusts inside of me, all my desires come to life. Having Jordan on top of me, owning my body, it’s even better than I could have imagined. I wrap my legs tightly around him so I can get every inch of that delicious length of his. I want to make the most of this wonderful opportunity.
It isn’t long before my head begins to spin and the hot pool of bliss spreads throughout me. Every single one of my veins heat up with the intense sexual bliss. I’ve never experienced anything quite like this before. There’s a pressure building, intensifying, it’s deep, phenomenal, almost overwhelming…
And then I fall. I tumble head first into the abyss of pleasure which buckles and shatters so hard within me I barely know where I am anymore. My entire body flies off the bed and it’s left up to Jordan to hold me tight, to keep me connected to the planet while I float above it in awe of him. This sensation is everything.
I could love him, I think to myself, the only clear thought I can actually have while the orgasm swallows me up whole. This is a man I could actually fall in love with… if he’ll let me.
I have no idea where we’ll go from here. I don’t kno
w if this is a one-time thing or the start of something new, but right now I know I’m in trouble. My feelings for Jordan are more intense than anything I’ve ever had before, and I really don’t see any way of me turning them off.
I’ll just have to hope that he feels the same way too.
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