Vanessa bursts out laughing. “What if I want you to have your wicked way with me?” She looks up at me and I bring my mouth down to kiss her.
I kiss gently, taking my time, wanting to heal her wounds by showering her with love. Our tongues dance together to a slow tune, while our hands explore each other’s bodies. I make love to Vanessa, whispering sweet words into her ear, words I’ve never said to another woman except for Lisa.
Her skin is so soft and her body hot and slick with wetness. She’s a temptation that is impossible to resist and she’s mine. I love the sounds of pleasure she makes when I eat her out, teasing her folds in the way I know pushes her to the edge.
She grips her legs together, holding me captive as she comes and screams my name.
“It’s my turn now to make you feel good,” she says and straddles me.
I’m so fucking turned on that when she sinks her pussy down on me, I bite down on my lower lip to stop myself from coming. Her pussy is a perfect fit for my cock. Her inner walls are snug against my length and when my cock is completely buried inside, I let out a hiss that is a mixture of pleasure and torture trying to keep my control intact.
“You’re so fucking perfect, Vanessa,” I tell her and reach up to tease her peaked nipples. “So beautiful.”
“So are you,” she says and braces her hands on my belly and moves faster and faster.
I’m her sex machine and I watch her face as it creases with pleasure. I grip her hips and slam her down on my cock. Her eyes grow wild, and my name tumbles out of her mouth.
How did I get so lucky?
“I’m coming, Logan,” she screams as tears squeeze out of her eyes.
This time, I can bet that the tears are of pleasure, not sadness.
Now we are relaxing, our bodies spent, she looks up at me. “Did you mean what you said or was it said in a moment of passion?”
I hook a finger under her chin. “I never say anything I don’t mean, even in a moment of passion. I love you, Vanessa. I don’t know how it happened but I’m in love with you. And I love Ivy as if she was my own.”
She looks at me with terrified eyes. I caress her cheek.
“I don’t know where this will lead. We have a lot of things to figure out.” I’m thinking of Emma as I say this. I don’t know how workable it is to have two babies under a year old. I can’t foretell the future, but I know that I want Vanessa and Ivy in it.
As I stare at Vanessa, her eyes well up with tears.
“Why are you crying, sweetheart?” I ask wiping away the tears that fall with my thumb.
“It’s sad that Ivy’s dad denies paternity and you, who we met less than three months ago, already love her,” she says.
“He’s a fool and he doesn’t know what he’s missing out on.” I smile when my mind conjures a picture of Ivy with her tiny hands raised in the air for me to pick her up.
Just months earlier, I did not know what it was to love a baby, and now I have two of them to love. And now Vanessa.
“I love you too,” Vanessa says softly.
I inhale sharply. “That makes me happy.”
“It makes me happy too,” she says.
Chapter 31
Vanessa
“Any other question?” I ask Grace as we wind up our third class. I’m proud to say that I’m over my fangirling phase and I can look at Kyle and Grace without gawking.
Today was the first time that Kyle was not with us for the class but he’s in the middle of shooting a movie and his schedule is tight. Today we covered natural birth and natural pain relief methods. It’s frightening for a first-time mother but as you start to understand your body, it becomes less so.
“No, I’m good I think,” Grace says. “If I think of something I’ll save it for next time.”
“Or you can call or email me,” I tell her.
“I will,” she says with a smile that transforms her face from beautiful to stunning. She cocks her beautiful head to one side and contemplates me. “You’re very good at what you do. I’m becoming comfortable at the thought of a baby getting out of my body. I’m glad Logan told me about you.”
Pleasure swamps me. “I’m glad to hear that. That’s the purpose of these classes. To make childbirth an enjoyable experience and something you’ll always have good memories of.”
She reaches for something on the small table next to her. “I have tickets for a movie premier this Saturday. Kyle and I would love it if you and Logan came.”