“I’m handling this, once and for all. He took my mother away from me, and he took you too. I’m done, Mia. I’m fucking done with my father. Bruno Bernardi might be one of the most dangerous men in the world, but if you ask me, he’s a weak son of a bitch who feels threatened by women.” Cillian places his hand on the knob, and I cross the distance between us and grab his hand.
Tears begin to fill behind my eyes. “Please, don’t leave. N-not yet.” I can’t help the emotions running through me. To know he didn’t choose this, that he didn’t choose to leave me, changes things.
There’s an unspoken moment of silence between us. My heart thumps violently in my chest, and his eyes scan over my body, coming to a stop when he reaches my lips. “Mia,” he says in a deep tone.
The way he says my name takes me back to all those years ago. I can practically feel his hands running across my body. The memory of his lips on mine is so close, yet so far away. My breath is ragged, and Cillian looks down to my hand in his. He focuses on it for a moment before he lets go of the door and brings his other hand to my cheek. He slowly glides his fingertips against my cheekbone, and I shudder against his touch.
“I never stopped loving you.” His confession causes chills to run down my spine, and I fall into his captivating touch. He brings his lips down onto mine, and his lips aren’t gentle in the least bit. It’s like he’s sucking every bit of breath from my lungs.
It’s slow at first, and then things intensify. My hands run along his body just as fast as his are on mine. I begin unbuttoning his dress shirt, and he throws his suit jacket onto the floor, then proceeds to pull my top off. I finally get to the last button on his dress shirt and pull open his shirt. The sight of his scar-ridden abs cause me to gasp and pull away. “W-what happened to you?”
Cillian’s gaze falls onto mine once more. “Too much to list, Mia.” He captures my lips once more while kicking his shoes off, and both of our pants are in a crumpled-up pile on the floor in seconds.
He wraps his arms around my hips and hoists me up. He takes me to the island in the kitchen, propping me up for better leverage as he glides himself inside me. I moan at the sudden intrusion, reveling in the way he feels inside me.
He breaks our kiss and brings his lips to my neck. He sucks and bites at the same time he drills his cock into me. My walls tighten around his cock, and with every bit of movement, my moaning intensifies. I dig my nails into his back, and he starts to tease my nipples. He’s stimulating so many parts of me, and I haven’t had a good fuck in so long. Heat swarms through my body, and I know I’m getting close. I wrap my legs around his waist, craving him to get deeper inside me.
Cillian takes one hand from teasing my nipples and pushes down on my lower stomach as he fucks me. It makes everything so much more intense, and my moans grow so much louder. I’m positive my neighbors can hear me, but I don’t give a damn.
“Fuck, Cillian. Give it to me, please.”
He growls against my neck, biting down hard, and I release a scream.
Cillian rams his cock so hard into me his balls slap against my wet pussy. “F-fuck, I’m . . . I’m c-coming.”
He takes his mouth from my neck and brings his nose next to mine. His lips are maybe a millimeter away from mine, and he stares intensely into my eyes. “Come for me, baby. Take everything I’m giving you. I want my seed to be deep inside that lovely pussy of yours.” His words excite me even more, and I lean my head up to capture his lips with mine.
I begin to shake as my orgasm takes over me, and after a while, it begins to be too much. I writhe underneath him, needing a break, but Cillian doesn’t stop. He breaks our kiss, and a devious smirk comes across his face. “This pussy isn’t getting a break until I say so. I’ve got years to make up for, so your apartment will be filled with your essence by the time I’m done.”
Fucking hell. What have I gotten myself into?
CHAPTER NINE
CILLIAN
Never in my wildest dreams did I think Mia and I would rekindle our romance. There’s so much pain in our past, but I know we’re both willing to put in the work now that we’ve been honest with each other.