“I’ve never done that in front of someone,” I quivered. Half nervous, half incredibly turned on.
“Mmm,” he moaned as he kissed me even more on my neck and collarbone. “I have a feeling you would like it.”
“I, um,” he could tell I was a little shy.
“I will get you started off,” he winked as he lowered his head down and grazed his lips in between my legs. It was so soft it teased me beyond belief. I closed my eyes for a moment as he let his tongue begin to explore. I couldn’t help but let out a moan of pleasure. He started to lick and kiss the wetness that surrounded my inner thighs and in between, and my hips started to writhe in pleasure.
“Now it’s your turn,” said Axe and just like that he hoisted me up to a seated position on the bed with my back against the headboard. He gently bent my knees and placed my feet on the bed, about two feet apart.
There I sat, baring myself to him with my knees open, completely naked, as wetness began to gather more and more in between my legs.
Suddenly I was no longer shy. I knew what to do, and, as he knelt on the bed, giving little kisses and tickles to the inside of my knees, I ran two fingers down the length of my torso, over my belly and directly inside me. I was slow at first, exploring my own body, but then I plunged those fingers inside and let out a little moan of joy as my other hand started to work its way down as well. I made small circles with one hand on the outside while the other hand worked in and out, covered in juices.
Because I was sitting straight up, I had a perfect view of everything I was doing. There was nowhere to hide. I had never done that before, sitting up like that. It turned me on immensely and I could see it was turning Axe on too. I started to move my hips just a little bit, back and forth, to get even more pleasure out of the work that both of my hands were doing.
Axe sat back for a moment and looked me over, “good girl,” he said approvingly. He was rock hard and loving every second of my naughty show.
He leaned over me and placed one of his hands on each of my ankles, firmly, he parted my legs even more. This almost put me over the edge and I started to make little circles faster and faster as the other hand worked two fingers deeper and deeper inside. It made it all the more intense that I was seated upright with my legs being held apart for me.
Axe positioned himself almost directly over me, leaning right over my body, pushing my knees apart with his strong arms, surveying closely what I was doing. Other than holding my knees apart he didn’t touch me, he just watched approvingly. I felt myself getting more and more turned on.
Finally he pushed my knees back and spread my legs as wide as they would go. I was totally open to him. I bucked my hips forward and back while my fingers worked hard to bring pleasure both inside and out. I was doing things I’d never done before—like purposely spreading my wetness all over the soft parts in between my legs. I was throbbing like crazy and didn’t know how much longer I could take when all of a sudden Axe told me stop.
“Lie down on your front,” he whispered as he took my hands and gently guided me to where he wanted me to go. I obeyed with pleasure.
He lay down on top of me and easily slid inside as he reached around to my front and put one hand on my breast and the other in between my legs. I felt his touch all over and inside my body. I wanted to surrender to him with everything that I had. He pushed deeper and deeper into me as pleasure started to roll over me in both waves and shivers.
“Now finish for me,” he ordered as he made one extra deep thrust inside me.
I had no choice, my body couldn’t take it anymore. I buried my face in the pillow and allowed myself to release all that pleasure in a series of long throbbing explosions. Axe finished too, and collapsed on top of my body, refusing to let go, holding me tight and breathing heavily. We napped the afternoon away and when we finally awoke, he told me he needed to tell me something important.
Twenty-One
Axel
I had completely fallen for this girl, she was perfect for me in every way. It killed me to leave her. I had to tell her about the mission—at least what I was able to tell her. She had to understand that I didn’t know exactly how long I would be gone for, but she had to know that I was coming back.
I always come back.
That wasn’t all I had to tell her, though.
If Honor was going to be a part of my life outside of the Green Zone she had to know that I could no longer be a part of the Elite Force Protectors. Those are the rules. I would have to give that up for Honor, and I would do it, gladly. After all, I had no doubt, this was the woman I was going to marry.
From the beginning, that was always made clear to us. Be a part of the EFP’s or have a family. We couldn’t have both. If The Fear Division ever found out about Honor they would chase her down and do God knows what. She’d never be safe. Nor would her family, or the family I hoped to create with her one day. But how could I tell her all that without making her completely freak out?
We’d only met three days ago!
There was also the fact that Honor had seemed so excited when I me
ntioned that after this mission, there be more, hundreds more, maybe a thousand. The truth is, they’d just keep pushing me until I expired. That’s how it went. That was the life I signed up for. But that was of course before Honor came into my life.
Had I misread her?
Would she still love me if I was no longer part of the Elite Force Protectors?
Wait… did she even love me?
Oh my god I sound like a love-sick lunatic not a trained killer. I didn’t even know where to begin having this conversation with Honor. What was I supposed to say to her? Where could I begin?