“Jesus.” Green panted. “No and yes. I need to know what all this means. Are you just curious? Are we going to fully do this or what? I just don’t want to be caught off guard.”
Ruxs stopped moving and stared down at him, his expression more serious. He gently stroked Green’s cheek. “Damn. I never realized how beautiful you are.” Ruxs bent down and kissed his chin. “I can’t fully tell you exactly how and why. I just know that you are the one thing in my life that means the most to me. The only person I can turn to. The only one who has been there for me. And something changed. Maybe it was the touching and rubbing and caressing that eventually turned less friendly and more sensual. I started getting…”
“What?” Green rubbed his back in encouragement. “Tell me.”
“I started to get turned on. I wanted your hands everywhere. Not just on my shoulders or my back.” Ruxs barked out a laugh. “Damn, man. I’ll tell ya. That last massage you gave me almost had me throwing you down and taking you on the floor in my room. I came as soon as you left.”
Green couldn’t help but smile broadly at that confession.
“Don’t you dare fuckin’ laugh.” Ruxs chuckled, vibrating his chest.
“I have to.” Green released his own deep laugh. “Because my dick was in my hand before I even got to my room.”
They both looked at each other and busted out laughing. When they finally relaxed, Green turned Ruxs’ face back to his. “Have you ever been with a man, Mark?”
Ruxs cast his eyes down, shaking his head no. “Have you?”
“Yes.”
Ruxs’ head snapped up at his answer. “What? When?”
“It’s been a long time. A very long time. But I always liked it. I’ve considered myself bisexual since I was a teenager.”
“How come I didn’t know this?” Ruxs said, looking slightly upset.
Green lifted and kissed him gently. “It wasn’t something I’d acted on in a long time. I didn’t think it was important. I knew you wouldn’t have thought anything of it. I wasn’t afraid to tell you. You’re not homophobic, look who we work for.” Green saw that Ruxs didn’t look convinced. “Think about it, Mark. Was there ever a time that I should’ve blurted out, ‘Oh by the way, I’ve slept with men before’? That part of me has been dormant so long, I didn’t think about it. I haven’t found a man I’ve been attracted to in a long time, until…”
Ruxs’ interest peaked immediately and Green couldn’t help but give him his classic grin.
“Until what?” Ruxs said, his voice and eyes full of hope.
“Until I met God.” Green laughed hard when Ruxs bent down and bit him angrily on his neck.
“Fuck you.” Ruxs laughed with him.
Green calmed and looked more seriously at his best friend. “I hadn’t been attracted to anyone, mind, body, everything. Until I met… you.”
“You’re not just saying that because I’m a pathetic mess right now?”
“I’m saying that because I love you.” Green didn’t crack a smile or even hint at a smirk. He needed Ruxs to see he was for real. “I have loved you for a long time. And if we do this, be together; more than just partners at work, but partners at home too? It won’t be long before I’m in love with you.”
Green pulled a stunned Ruxs back to him kissing him passionately. He rolled until he was on top of him. Now it was time to put up or shut up. He rose up on his elbows, grinding his growing cock against Ruxs’ thigh before nudging his leg apart. He broke from the kiss to take a much-needed breath. He looked down at their joined pelvises, toying with the waistband of Ruxs’ pants. “What do you want to do, babe?”
Ruxs thrust up into him. His hands frantically clawing at his body. He knew Ruxs needed relief, needing something to make him forget about the night’s events.
“Just do something, Chris. Please.” Ruxs moaned against his cheek.
“Do you trust me?”
“More than anyone in the world,” Ruxs answered without hesitation.
Green leaned over to his nightstand and pulled on a small tube of lube. Ruxs eyes widened but he didn’t question him. Green pushed his own boxers down under his balls, Ruxs watching his every move. His hard cock sprang free and his partner sucked in a sharp breath. “Oh my god.”
Green smirked at him, “You okay?”
Ruxs nodded his head frantically, and Green began to work his pajama pants down too. As soon as that thick cock hit the cool air, Ruxs hissed and thrust up higher seeking any kind of friction. He should’ve known their cocks would be about the same size; everything else on them was. He squeezed some lube in his palm and gripped Ruxs’ dick in a tight fist, leisurely stroking him. Keeping it light for now.