I bring my hand down on her ass so hard my palm stings.
Slap! Slap! Slap!
Her ass turns a lovely light red, as the tiny blood vessels burst underneath her milky skin and spread the blush over the firm cheeks of her ass.
“Is this what you want? You want a spanking, Callie?”
“Yes.” The word comes out on a glorious moan. “Please.”
“Do you want it because it turns you on? Or do you want it to punish yourself?”
She doesn’t respond.
“Tell me, Callie. Tell me, or I won’t spank you again.”
“Donny, I…”
“What? Tell me. Is this for passion? Or is it for punishment?”
“I think it’s for… I think it’s for both.”
I raise my hand then, ready to bring it down on her ass once more, but I stop. My hand hovers about three inches from her beautiful flushed skin.
I can’t deny that spanking her turns me on. I’m a man, after all. I’ve engaged in spanking many times.
But never as punishment. I have no desire to punish a woman. Especially not a woman that I love.
I gently move her off my lap until she’s lying on the bed. Still fully clothed, I lie down next to her and take her in my arms.
“I think you want to punish yourself for something that happened ten years ago.” I kiss the top of her head.
“So what if I do?”
“Callie, I’m not going to be your judge in this. I’m not here to dole out punishment.”
“But I don’t know for sure that it’s punishment. I also really like it.”
“I like it too. I love how beautiful your ass is under my hand. But as long as there’s some part of you that thinks you deserve punishment, and who sees the spanking as punishment, I’m not going to be the one to give it out.”
“You know… Most men wouldn’t have this issue. Most men would take any chance to spank a woman.”
Most men haven’t been caged and beaten, either, but I can’t tell Callie that part of my life. Not now.
At least not yet.
“I’ve never been most men.”
She smiles then. “I know. And I love you for it.”
“So you understand, then?”
“I do. I won’t say I no longer desire the spanking, but I understand your thought process. You’re happy to give it to me if it’s sexual in nature, but if I see it as punishment, you won’t do it.”
“Good.”
“When I think about everything objectively, I don’t want to punish myself. I realize I was just a kid, and even though technically she was an adult, Rory was pretty much just a kid too. We did what we thought we should at the time.”
“I know. And I know I got angry with you at first, but I do get it. Though I have to ask, Callie… What happened? Why didn’t you bring us the evidence once you obtained it?”