“There’s power in not having any fucks left to give.” Tracing my hands to her hips, I stroke the lace-trimmed satin of her underwear. “In a world of passive pricks, Arabella, we can be a storm. Don’t you want that?”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
“Christopher…” Shuffling down the bed, she presses her arse to my knees with a needy sigh.
“Yeah?”
Her response is a loud swallow with her quickening breaths. Hands finding mine, she moves them to the top of her knickers and curls them around the flimsy fabric.
“What do you want, Belles?”
Teeth dragging her plump lip into her mouth, her eyes rove down my body to my hardened length.
“You want me to fuck you?”
Nodding, she breathes, “Yes. Please. God, yes.”
Her hands push mine down, around her hips, dragging the underwear over her curves. And I catch just a glimpse of the pink line across the bottom of her belly before she pulls the shirt down over it. And fuck it if I don’t want to punish her for it. For denying me of her vulnerability.
“I’m not going to fuck you. Not tonight.” I pull her knickers off, throwing them to the floor. “I’m going to love you, the way I should’ve done all this time.”
Chapter 22
Arabella
Lowering himself between my thighs, Christopher kisses down my legs. A soft kiss to one, a harder one to the other. A nibble to one, a bite to the other. A suck and a kiss. A stroke and pinch. A lick and a breath.
He works his way down slowly with a devout care that is nothing short of intoxicating. I’m not sure if this is love or worship, but it is consuming me from every angle. Unbearable heat builds inside me even before he reaches my pussy.
Grasping the top of my thighs, he pulls me down the bed as he slips off the end. Holding the hem of the shirt taught over my stomach, I can barely breathe with the anticipation of what it will feel like when he touches me again. All I can feel are his hot breaths on my slick skin. The way they cool so rapidly has me shuddering. I can hear his shuffling, and then it’s just the sound of the friction of his fingertips trailing down my thighs as he opens them wide.
“Fuck, Belles…” His scorching breath is followed by a blistering swipe right down my middle.
Every part of me is in overload, as his finger strokes up and then back down before pushing inside me. It’s just one finger, but God, it feels so big inside me. So fucking thick that my toes curl right along with it.
My whimpering moan builds to a shaky groan as he pulls out and slowly inches back in. “Oh Christopher…God…”
I swear I can feel him smile as his lips press to my slit, above his finger, his tongue licking up to my clit as he pulls out again. My hands fist the shirt taught, trying to expel some of the overpowering tension and heat roiling inside me.
But it’s useless as he sucks my flesh into his mouth. His finger fills me again and again, deeper and harder until I’m writhing, and my breaths are more like a continuous hum than anything logical.
Every time I think I’m about to fall, he pauses, leaving me on the balance.
Stupidly, I’m unsure of what I want more…of what I need.
Do I want more of his torture, or do I want his pleasure?
I don’t know. I have no fucking clue, but as he fills me, stretching me wider with another finger…I want more.
I want to be so full that I ache. That my skin can’t contain it. My existence needs to stretch to hold itself together.
Hammering with every stroke of his tongue and press of his fingers, my heart works overtime to keep up with all the frissons of heat coursing through me. My blood pounds in my ears as he pulls away without warning and flips me onto my belly. Tucking my thighs beneath me, he nips at the sensitive flesh until his face is completely buried in my pussy, his fingers prying me open.
I’m clawing at myself, at the covers and the shirt. My body trembles as the world feels like it’s falling away from the rest of the universe and I don’t know if I’m in darkness or light. I have no fucking clue what I am right now.
Holy fuck! Holy, holy fuck! I keep chanting in my head as his tongue rounds my clit before it dips into my clenching cunt and holy fuck!