“You’re going to make me come. That’s the only warning you’re getting.” I close my eyes. The thought of Kane releasing inside of me is too much. Why do I want that so badly? I can’t explain it, but I want him to mark me.
“I can’t help it.” I start to press down, but he stops me, his firm hands holding me in place.
“You’re a virgin, Addilyn.” I finally lift my head to meet his eyes, wondering if that piece of information is a surprise to him. I don’t think anyone would expect me to be a virgin. It’s not that I’m some big flirt, but I do get all dolled up and dance on the bar at a motorcycle club.
When my eyes meet his dark green ones, all I can read on his face is pure need. I love that it’s all for me. That he looks as if he’s holding on to his control by a very thin thread at the moment. As though the slightest move from me would push him over the edge.
“Yes,” I admit. Though I’m not sure he was really asking but more pointing it out now that I stare into his eyes. If I know Kane, he probably wants to make sure I’m fully awake and aware of what I’m doing right now.
“I know you think I’m a good man, but when it comes to you, I’m different.” His words are choked. That control he always holds on to so tightly is slipping away little by little. “I’m not going to stop you, and I sure as fuck am not going to pull out either. That’s all on you, babe.” He releases his hold on me.
He’s nuts.
Kane is a good man. Way too good for me. In fact, I fear he might come to his senses and start to backtrack. I’m the one that’s bad. It’s why I push down, breaking through my virginity. This might be the only time I get to experience what it would be like to have Kane make love to me. It’s pathetic and something I’ll never admit out loud, but I’m taking this for myself. I want him, and I’m going to have every inch of him before this all goes to hell. I want this for myself. This one moment.
A hot flash of pain burns through me, taking my breath away. In one quick move, Kane flips us, pinning me under him. He somehow manages to remain inside of me. In fact, I’m not sure how far inside of me he is right now, but I already feel stuffed full. I better be because I don’t think I could take any more of him.
Kane leans down to take my mouth in a kiss. I love the way his mouth feels on mine. This kiss is much gentler than I expected it to be. I relax, allowing my body time to adjust to his size. Soon, I’m kissing him back. My hands slip up his chest to wrap around his neck. My fingers grip his short hair.
I nip at his bottom lip, making his cock jerk inside of me. A moan pours from me as Kane groans against my mouth.
“Move,” I demand, needing more of him.
“You’re not in charge here.” He nips my lip right back. “I’m not even all the way inside of you yet.” My eyes pop open.
“Seriously?” I’m not sure if that’s a really bad thing or a really good thing.
“Yeah, sweets.” He pulls back and then thrusts deeper into me.
“Oh,” I gasp. There is a small trace of pain, but the pleasure outweighs it.
“I’ll decide when I move. I’ll decide when your tight little pussy can take more of me, not you.” He pulls out and slowly pushes back into me again.
His words do nothing to put a damper on my need for him. I find myself getting even more turned on. I always have to be the responsible one who is in charge of everything. It’s freeing to have him take control.
The throb between my legs intensifies with each of his slow thrusts. I try to be patient, but I need more. I lift my hips, encouraging him to move faster. The pain is now gone even with him sinking a bit deeper with each of his thrusts. All there is now is pleasure and need.
“Greedy,” he grits out between his teeth, and I realize he’s fighting himself. I’m not sure if it’s to not go faster or to not come.
“Cap—” I moan, only able to get a piece of his name out.
“Know how long I’ve wanted this?” I shake my head, not sure I can truly speak right now. He’s picking up his pace to meet my hips now. “I want to see you come for me.”
He shifts, his hand slipping between us. His fingers go to my clit. A groan leaves him as my sex starts to flutter around his cock as he strums my clit. I’m so close.