“Sounds fun,” I note. “I just . . . I think I need a little time on my own. I’ve never had that. It has to be good for a girl, doesn’t it?”
“Sure. But it’s also good for a girl to know people around her care about her and are there for her.” She faces me head-on so her back is to Joy and Camilla. “You’re okay, right? I know you don’t want to talk about everything in front of them, but I also know how working for my brothers can be. My mom made me intern at Landry Holdings one summer in high school. She called it ‘character building.’ I called it hell.”
I laugh, imagining her purple-streaked hair and pink nails fitting in at the office. “It’s not for everyone.”
“No, it’s not.” She peers in my eyes, much like her brother does when he’s trying to read my mind. “I haven’t seen you have this much pink in your cheeks since you got home. You look happy, Mal.”
“I am.” A flutter of butterflies kicks up in my belly and I can’t wipe the cheesy smile off my face. “It feels good to be in charge of my day. To really have options in front of me and know I’m the one that gets to decide what I do. And who I do,” I wink.
“I don’t want to know.” She tosses a toned arm around me and rests her head against mine. “You know what? Fuck Eric.”
“You know she’s probably thinking about fucking your brother,” Joy chimes in, making us laugh.
Graham
MY GLASSES BOUNCE OFF THE papers and rattle as they fall off the stack and land on the desktop. “Ugh,” I groan, covering my face with my hands and massaging my temples.
I can feel the start of a major headache stretching across the front of my face. There isn’t enough stretching or miles with Ford to work out the kinks from today.
Not helping matters is that I got maybe three hours sleep last night. Maybe three. Probably not. After dinner with my mother, a brainstorming session with Barrett, listening to Sienna present reasons why she should be allowed to start her own company since Ford is, and then finding a huge error in the bid for equipment for Landry Security, there was not enough time in the day. Especially when I used whatever remaining seconds left, and a quarter of the ones I didn’t have to spare, thinking about Mallory.
It’s not as bad when we’re at work. She’s here. I’m here. She’s within reach, however stupid that sounds. Not that I can reach, but just knowing I could and no one else has access gives me a sense of comfort.
Add that to the top of my stress load.
“I can’t be worrying about this,” I grumble.
She came in here like the chorus of a song, blasting her way into my life and falling into my arms. And I, the stupid motherfucker I am, didn’t let go. I say I couldn’t, but I could’ve. I should’ve. But I didn’t. The worst part is—I know why.
Her damn eyes.
I’ve only seen one pair like that in my entire life. Although those were green and Mallory’s are gold, they’re the same in the ways that count. The only two eyes that look at me and see . . . me. The whole package, not just a piece of it.
That’s what makes her irresistible. That’s what makes me insane. That’s what makes this whole damn thing perilous.
“Hey.” I look up and see her poking her head around my office door. “Do you need anything?”
Of course I do. I need so much that I can’t have. The things I need are the things that will ruin me.
“I’m good,” I say, giving her the best smile I can manage.
Her nails tap against the wood before she steps inside and pulls her brows together. “You’re not okay.”
I lean forward on my desk, folding my hands in front of me. My smile now is genuine, a warmth spreading over my core. Not because she’s beautiful or sassy or giving me that look that I’ve come to find so amusing. But because she . . . cares.
“I’m okay, Mallory.”
She shakes her head. “You’ve been quiet all day, weirder than usual.”
“I’m weird?” I chuckle.
“Yeah,” she says, exasperated. “You look like you’re walking this line all the time, like you’re afraid someone will see you move a certain way or say a certain thing and ruin everything. But today . . . you haven’t said more than ten words to me.”
She attempts to make me believe this doesn’t bother her. The sadness just below the surface is enough to take all that warmth I felt two seconds ago and drown it in a pit of ice water.
“I’m sorry,” I say. “I just . . . today’s been Hell.”
“Can I help? Tell me what to do and I’ll do it.”