At that moment I truly hated, no despised Luca Marquez. I hated him for thinking he could speak to me any way he liked, treat me like an object, a piece of shit and think it was okay. I hated that he thought he was so much better that me, I was no weak ass female, I could look after myself. And I hated him because I’d given him my heart and soul, gift wrapped and guaranteed forever and all he’d done is turn me down, throw me away like a cheap toy that was never ever wanted.
I put so much effort into slamming my bedroom door shut I was surprised it didn’t shatter, but no sooner had I slammed it, it flew back open and a furious Luca stood in the door way. He was panting like a wild animal, his eyes boring into mine with a heated glare that burnt through me making me falter slightly. His hands were balled into fists at his side and he looked ready to pounce, to attack.
We stood staring at each other again as if this was some weird angry stand-off. Luca broke first.
“What the fuck is it you want from me Chloe?” He panted “Just fucking tell me?”
“You know what I want.”
I whispered back but to be honest I had no idea what I wanted. Another total head fuck was clouding my mind, I was swinging between lust and fury.
“No I don’t”
His voice was a little less coarse and he took a few tentative steps into my room but his body remained taunt and tense.
“I’m not saying anymore, I’m done Luca. You never listen to me anyway.”
“I’m listening now Chloe. Talk to me.”
I was toying with the idea of telling him how I felt, how he drove me crazy. How I couldn’t function because I was going insane with all the different ways I wanted to make him mine. How I spent most nights fantasising about the ways he’d fuck me, how his cock would feel. What it would be like to come with him inside me. But I was older now, more guarded. I’d put myself on the line too many times for this man. I didn’t have the energy for yet more disappointment and rejection.
“I can’t.”
I turned to walk into my bathroom, when he darted across those last few steps and spun me back round to face him. He didn’t let go of my arm as he stood over me still panting, his eyes burning like wild fire.
“Do you want to leave? Leave here and never see me again? Is that really what you want Chloe?”
I couldn’t speak. Looking up into his eyes I couldn’t speak because if I said yes I would have been lying. I could never lie to him.
“I don’t want you to leave.” He whispered now, “I don’t want you to walk away from me Chloe. I can’t let you do that.”
All I could do was stand still and listen to him. I thought maybe he was telling me he wanted me but I couldn’t be sure. Years of mixed signals had fucked up my ability to understand anything where Luca was concerned.
“Do you hear what I’m saying Chloe?”
He levelled his eyes at me and in all truth I didn’t know what he was saying, so I shook my head.
He leant forward to speak into my ear and his arms that were holding me in place drifted down to hold my hips now.
“I….fuck it…I want you Chloe. I’ve always wanted you. You’re mine no one else’s. I want everyone to know you’re mine.”
He kept his head in the crook of my neck and planted soft little kisses along my ear and then underneath on my neck making me lean my head to the side to give him better access.
“Okay” I sighed. Just one little word that would change my whole life. One little word that would bring me everything I always wanted. Him.
That one word gave him the green light and the animal that had stalked hungrily into my room only minutes earlier took possession of him, claiming me as his. His soft kisses down my neck and around my jaw turned hard and needy as he pressed hard against my lips and slipped his tongue in to taste me with delicious erotic licks. His hands held my head in place as he began fucking my mouth giving me a preview of how he wanted to fuck my body; brutally, relentlessly and with total domination.
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He slipped his hands down to my ass and squeezed hard making me gasp as he growled low in his throat.
“The things I’m gonna do to your ass Chloe. You have no idea how many times I’ve jerked off thinking about fucking your tight little ass. Fingering it as I suck your pussy and make you scream for me. I’m gonna do dirty dirty things to you Chloe.”
I couldn’t speak, images of Luca taking control and taking me anyway he wanted made my panties soaked. I hated being out of control, but for him I’d do anything. I’d be his dirty little slut if that’s what he wanted. I’d enjoy it too.
He bent down and yanked my legs up around his waist picking me up before turning me towards the bed and throwing me down on it. I lay on the bed panting, desperate for him to take my clothes off, for me to strip him down and feel his skin against mine. He stood at the side of the bed, his chest heaving in and out at a rapid speed and his eyes fucking me as he dragged them up and down my body.
“I’ve waited a long time for this.” He groaned as he crawled onto the bed and held himself over me like a wild animal. “I’m so wound up Chloe, you’ve worked me up so much I can’t think of anything else but being inside you, making you come.”