Luca

“Maybe that’s the problem. The truth scares me, because I don’t know what the truth is any more.”

I’d never seen this Luca before, the vulnerable one behind the whole alpha asshole facade. It was a new experience for me to deal with.

“Sometimes you have to just put yourself out there, take a jump into the unknown to get what you want.” I sighed.

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sp; “You know I can’t do that.”

There he was again, the guarded Luca was back, walls erecting as we spoke and gates about to shut for the night. I stuck a metaphorical leg forward to stop it closing.

“Well I can. I’ve spent my whole life doing it with you so here I go again. I love you Luca. I always have and I always will. Don’t get me wrong I’m fucking pissed off right now with what a grade A douche bag you’ve been these past few days, but I’ll never stop loving you.”

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“I’ve told you every day since I was eight years old!”

“I don’t mean that, I mean why didn’t you tell me about your…situation? Why couldn’t you trust me?”

I shook my head now and bit my lip.

“The subject of my virginity isn’t the kind of thing I’d bring up in general conversation. I know you had a shit upbringing and you’re kinda socially inept but even you must know that’s not the kind of thing a girl would talk about with a guy like you.”

“But it made me feel…”

“What? What did it make you feel Luca?”

“Guilty.”

I walked round the desk now to his side and leant down to roll his chair back and put myself directly in front of him.

“I didn’t want you to know. I felt embarrassed.”

“You shouldn’t have. You have nothing to be embarrassed about Chloe. I do though. I treated you like a…fuck toy.”

“No you didn’t, you did what you wanted at the time. I wanted that too.”

He ran his hands over his face, so I reached forward and pulled them down to look at him.

“I don’t want to carry on playing games. I…” I was going to carry on telling him how much I’d missed him, how badly I wanted him but I didn’t need to.

He stood up and wrapped both hands around my jaw his fingers in my hair and at the nap of my neck and pressed his lips softly against mine. He kissed me gently then licked across my lips making me open up to him, my tongue and lips responding to his. Twisting and stroking each other in sensual licks. The taste of whisky and Luca sent my head into freefall. I snaked my hands around his neck and pulled him into me. I wanted to melt into him, be consumed by him.

“I wasn’t lying when I said I wanted to do dirty, dirty things to you Chloe,” He sighed into my ears in-between kisses on my neck, “Only now it’s even better because I get to show you how much fun we can have together knowing I’m the only guy to ever go there with you.”

He pulled away to look deep into my hazy lust filled eyes.

“You have no idea what a fucking turn on it is knowing you are all mine, only mine. Only touched by me.”

I had no words, all I could do was feel. His kisses were like a drug to me, sending me sky high and spiralling into a bottomless pit of ecstasy; I didn’t know which way was up and which was down, and I didn’t care. How had I gone so long without feeling like this? It was like an awakening for me. I wanted everything with him; I’d have happily locked myself in this house forever if he asked me to right at that moment, because nothing in the world had even felt as good as Luca’s mouth on mine. Luca’s body close and under my fingertips. I needed more.

I undid the buttons of his shirt and pushed it off his shoulders then ran my fingers slowly up his back, across his taunt hard shoulders and down his chest to his stomach. Every part of him felt solid, powerful and I wanted to lick and taste every tantalising inch. I kissed his shoulder and towards his bicep as I brushed my fingers lightly across his abdomen, along the dusting of hair that disappeared into his trousers. He looked down at me and circled his fingers around my own shoulders then hooked the thin straps of my flirty sundress down until it rested around my waist.

I glanced back up at him through my own heavily lidded eyes and silently willed him on.

“Pink satin this time. This could be my new favourite.” He ran a finger from my shoulder down to my breasts and circled his thumb where my nipple was under my pink bra, making it bud even harder. Then with his other hand he pulled down the cup covering my other breast and leant down to stuck it hard into his mouth.

“You have the softest most fuckable tits I’ve ever seen Chloe. I love how they respond to my touch so easily.”