B-Roll to B-Sides (PR Girls & Instalove 2)

It was absolutely outrageous how close I felt to him. He seemed to hang on my every word, and actually read my body language.

When I’d pulled away from that dreamy kiss that was starting to feel too emotional, he was happy to release me immediately, and wasn’t offended. That spoke volumes, telling me that he was assertive, not aggressive. It was a crucial distinction.

There was no logical reason for such a gorgeous man to be so attracted to me. Since he was easily ten to fifteen years older than I was, he must have had dozens of relationships. A man who looked like that would have women falling at his feet.

His interest made me feel slightly uneasy. I wasn’t someone who could help his career beyond a few small jobs. I wasn’t well connected, or glamorous, or impressive.

It was weird to think that he just liked me for me. But if people have proven anything to me over my twenty years on this planet, it’s that people are usually weirder than you think.

I emailed the outline of the script and shooting list to both Jonathon and Owen. Jonathon’s response came within minutes.

“Great work, Brynn! I’m impressed that you’re shooting already, and glad that you’re supervising the shoots personally.”

Owen’s text came as soon as I was sitting back at my desk with a fresh cup of coffee.

Owen: You’re so organized and efficient. I really admire that. How’s your day going?

Me: Thanks. Things are good. I have a bunch of proofreading to do for a colleague this afternoon. Quiet busywork.

Owen: Should I pick you up at home or the office at six?

Me: It’s supposed to rain, so here at work would be great. Thank you.

Owen: See you soon, sweetheart.

My cheeks felt like they were flushing, and I hoped nobody walked by my cubicle for a few minutes.

My parents weren’t very warm people, and I’d never had a real romantic relationship. Owen’s casual affection and direct attention were brand new to me. I wasn’t sure how this sort of thing worked, so I sent a quick text to the girls.

Me: You’re not going to believe this, but I think I have an almost-boyfriend.

Corina: That’s amazing! Who?

Jenna: What?!

Me: Yeah. He’s the videographer that I’m working with on that project where I started with the opposite of logical.

Corina: What did you come up with?

I laughed at Corina being more focussed on the work than my potential new man.

Me: We’re doing a short documentary.

Jenna: And you’re dating already?

Me: I guess so. I mean, it seems like it. It just happened.

Corina: He took one look into your eyes, and sparks flew?

Me: Basically, yes.

Jenna: I understand completely. It’s hard to believe, but it’s really like being hit by lightning, isn’t it?

Me: Exactly. Last night he kissed me in a bowling alley. It was so crazy sweet!

Jenna: Haha!

Corina: LOL! That’s adorable.