This Cruel Love

gs as he licked his way up my left thigh and then my right, stopping as he came close to the tingling, needy prize that waited for him. I could sense his face was close, so I nudged my ass backwards, letting him know how ready I was for him. He chuckled, and I cried out as I felt his tongue take one long delicious lick from my clit, through my folds and up further, further than he’d been before, over my ass.

“Oh.” I stumbled forward, caught out by the sensation of his mouth on me there.

“All of this is mine. Remember that, angel. Every perfect inch of you is mine to taste, lick, touch, and fuck.”

My heart stopped in my chest. I’d never done anything like that before. Justin always tried to talk me into doing anal, but I shot him down. But right then, with Jackson, I didn’t feel the same reluctance. I’d honestly do anything for him. I wanted him that badly.

“I haven’t done… that before.” I wanted to turn round to gauge his reaction, but I didn’t. I kept my head forward like he wanted.

“Fuck, Ryley. That makes it even sexier. I’ll be the only one to ever take you here.” He pushed his face forward in between my legs and licked with strong, pointed laps. Then he pulled back and grabbed my ass cheeks, squeezing them hard and pulling them apart so he could see me better.

“I will fuck you in the ass, Ryley. I’ll make it feel so good for you, baby.” I didn’t doubt it. Everything he did felt awesome. My man was a genius in the bedroom, a master of my orgasms. “Not today though, angel. You’re not ready. I’m not that much of a bastard. Today is all about pleasure. Only pleasure. And all for you.”

His arm reached forward, pushing between my shoulder blades and easing my shoulders down. I leant on my forearms for support, my limbs trembling with anticipation. Could he see that? Did he know what he did to me? I guessed he did, as he yanked my ass up high, his arm holding me steady around the hips as he buried his face between my legs.

His skilled tongue darted inside me as his stubbly chin grazed my clit, grinding and eliciting guttural groans and moans from me. I pushed back against him as he licked and bit my folds, then sucked my clit into his mouth and circled his tongue round and round before flicking it across in that way he knew drove me crazy.

“I need you.” I could feel the burn and tingle growing rapidly inside me, spreading from my core and radiating out of my body.

“I need… oh, harder, Jax. Faster.” I’d lost all sense of reason and reality. All I could focus on was his mouth and the orgasm he was ripping out of me. “So close.” I hung my head forward and felt my pussy clench and pulse as he worked his magic.

My clit popped out of his mouth, and a mewling sound came from my throat as he thrust two fingers into me and curled them into my sweet spot, making me writhe and buck against him.

“Yes. Fuck, yes.” I didn’t know what I wanted more, his fingers, his mouth, or his cock. I wanted it all. I didn’t care how, I just needed it all.

He pumped his fingers inside me, then pulled them out and swirled his finger around my clit, around then up and over. It felt unreal, pure heaven. I never wanted it to stop. His mouth clamped over my pussy, sinking his tongue inside me. The double delight of mouth and fingers sent me into that orgasmic orbit, bucking and convulsing as I came hard on his face. My inner muscles clamped down, clenching on his mouth and tongue as my clit throbbed out of control on his fingers. The best type of orgasm ever. Fact. And the aftershocks rippled through me like the sweetest electrical current, turning me into a very compliant and satisfied little kitty.

I didn’t have time to stop and wallow in the afterglow that was the most awesome climax ever though. I should’ve known better where Jax was concerned.

I heard the familiar jingle of his belt behind me, then I gasped at the unexpected movement as he dragged my body to the edge of the desk, letting my legs drop down over the side of it.

I felt his hard cock pressing against me; he was rubbing it along my clit and then up and up until it was circling my ass. Shit, was he going to go back on his promise? Didn’t we need lube or something? My breath caught in the back of my throat, and sensing my apprehension, he leaned forward, his warm breath dancing over the delicate hairs on my neck.

“Trust me, angel,” he whispered, then without hesitation, he thrust his cock hard into my pussy, making me scream his name and forcing my whole body to fly forward. My hips hit the hard wood of his desk and I grabbed the surface, trying to push back into him and give myself some support. But my palms were sweaty, and I couldn’t stop myself sliding over the surface. Jackson pulled me into him, wrapping his arm around my hip to give me some protection from the hard surface of his desk, and allowing him to pull me back onto his cock like he wanted, giving him full control.

“Oh, baby, come for me. Show me how much you love me,” he growled as he pounded into me, the sound of our moans and the slapping of our two bodies coming together bounded off the walls, making both of us more urgent to reach that nirvana together. To give each other the greatest gift we could give with our bodies. Lust. Love. Forever.

“Yes, that’s it,” he moaned, as I felt myself come undone, coming on his cock and crying from the sheer sensitivity and raw feelings he was creating.

I was mumbling incoherently and totally lost to the orgasms he was giving me. As one orgasm subsided, another stronger shockwave blasted through me. My body was on fire, my tangle of nerves no longer in control. I was no longer in control of any part of me.

He kept one arm around my hips and moved the other to my shoulder, giving him an anchor so he could thrust harder and deeper into me. All I could do was try and gasp for breath and claw at the desk, enjoying the ride.

I felt his cock thicken and pulse inside me, then he let out a primal roar as he came hard. That sound and that feeling of him giving his all to me was the single most sexy thing I’d ever experienced.

His thrusts slowed down, but he stayed inside me and leant over my body, holding me tightly against him. Both of us were panting like we’d just run a marathon, our sweat making our bodies slippery and shaky.

“I love you so much, Ryley. I love us.”

“I love us too.” I turned my head to look at him and ran my hand along his beautiful cheek. “I love you, Jax. I always will.”

“Always?”

“Always.”

The next morning, I was woken from a beautifully deep sleep by a soft kiss on my cheek.

“You’re up early.” I prised one eye open to find him standing over me in his sweats and a tight black t-shirt that stretched over his delectable muscles perfectly.