He looked down at the sand between us. “Too bad we didn’t keep in touch.”
“We might have been decent pen pals, but here we are anyway.”
“Here we are,” he said, his eyes meeting mine. “I had to stay away from you the last time I saw you.”
“What?”
“When you were seventeen. I was already married, and you were…”
I sat up in my chair. “I was, what?”
He glanced down at his lap, attempting to hide his smirk with a few of my favorite fingers covering his mouth. “Can I be perfectly honest without ruining whatever favorable opinion you may have of me?”
“You’re still so proper, crocky. Of course.”
He raked his teeth over his bottom lip sending a shiver down my spine regardless of the heat. “My whole body tensed when I saw you. I know it was wrong, but there was no way I could stand to be in the same room as you if I stayed. I left St. Thomas a day early and wanked that night thinking about you when I got home.”
“So that’s why you didn’t say hi. Professor! I was underage!”
“And I was married. Does it make a difference that my marriage was over for me by then?”
“Wait, you were only twenty-five, that was only a few years after you got married, right?”
“I’d just had my birthday and I needed a break from Tara, things were at their worst, so I’d flown in to check on the house for my parents. My mom was recovering from a minor surgery and there had been a storm. I made a few repairs and hired a contractor to take care of the rest. I was about ready to leave when you were coming in.”
“I wish you would have stayed.”
“Too dangerous for me. You were wearing your ridiculous gold sandals and a white sundress with tiny gold flowers all over it. Your hair was tied up, and you had on bright red lipstick.”
My mouth parted as he leaned in.
“I’ll never forget the way you looked that day, you took the breath right out of my body.”
“I can’t believe you remember what I was wearing.”
“I remember every detail including the swish of your skirt when you got out of the SUV. I thought about nothing but smearing that lipstick for months.”
“I remember feeling the same thing… I kind of had an instant crush on you the minute I saw you. I wish you would have talked to me.”
“I couldn’t. I knew I wouldn’t be able to resist temptation. And seeing you when I got here was much, much, worse.”
My heart lit up. “Well, I couldn’t tell by the warm reception you gave.”
“And I’ve apologized sincerely and repeatedly by mouth and orgasm.”
It was my turn to bite my lip. “Forgiven.”
“Fuck, I’m a lucky bastard to be able to touch you now. I mean it, Koti. I have no clue how you remained single all these years but am I damn glad you are at the moment.” Utterly turned on, his eyes rested on my lips before they trailed the length of my body. “Lucky. Fucking. Me.”
I didn’t know how it was possible, but his words managed to fill me up and sting all at the same time.
“Yeah, well you’re temporary,” I said nudging his arm. “Your bad.” I was only partially teasing.
He looked at me with unamused gray eyes. “I can’t believe you locked me out of your bedroom last night.”
I laughed as I lathered some oil on. “You checked?”
“Of course I checked. I had things I wanted to lick.”