“You guys head to the truck I’ll be right there.”
I threw the keys to Josh and left the table and went to the counter where she was wiping down the surface as they headed out the door. “I need to talk to you, walk outside with me.” I didn’t give her a chance to accept or deny, just took her hand and pulled her around behind me. As skittish as she was I sensed a stubborn streak inside her. The first thing I needed to do was find out what the hell made her act as though she’s afraid of her own damn shadow. “Where are you taking me?” She tried pulling out of my hand but I held on tighter. One look over my shoulder was enough to quiet her little ass down.
When we reached outside I pulled her around the side and out of the way of prying eyes. With her pushed up against the wall I looked down at her. She was so fucking beautiful in the moonlight as she looked up at me, her eyes bright and wary. For some reason that shit pissed me off; I didn’t want to find her beautiful, didn’t want this burning in my gut that came from being this close to her.
I wanted to kiss her and strangle her at the same time, but why? She’s never done anything to me, never once gave any indication that she wanted anything from me. Maybe that was part of the problem, she was always so fucking cool. Never once letting on that she was affected by me the way I was by her. But she’d let that asshole put his hands on her though, she hadn’t seemed afraid, didn’t jump out of her fucking skin.
“Are you a fucking witch or something?” I crowded her even closer pressing my body into hers.
“What no, why would you say that?”
“Whatever the fuck you’re doing to me you need to stop.”
“Hey I’m not doing anything to you, you’re the one following me around acting like you own me remember?” Yeah there was that fire I sensed inside her. She pulled away from me and folded her arms as she spat fire at me with her eyes. “I have a solution for you, why don’t you just stay away from me in the future and you won’t have to feel like this.”
Before I could answer her she turned to walk away from me and that’s when I did the dumbest thing I’d done thus far where she was concerned. I pulled her around roughly not quite sure what I was going to do until I found myself taking her mouth in a searing kiss. She tried keeping her tongue from me at first but I didn’t let up until I had it in my mouth. In the back of my mind I could hear myself asking what the fuck I thought I was doing but I couldn’t stop. She was fighting it just as much as I was as I could still feel the tenseness in her body.
That little bit of resistance I encountered only prolonged the kiss until she yielded to me completely and burned me to my very soul. Her lips were soft and sweet beneath mine, and her body molded itself to my hardness like we were made to fit together. My heart raced away from me, and my mind was a blank as I tried to rein myself in. I’ve never kissed anyone like this before in my life, like I wanted to consume her, to somehow draw her into me.
“Fuck Kadyn, just fuck.” I rested my head against hers until I caught my breath. I looked down at her glazed eyes and swollen lips using my thumb to rub them softly. “What the fuck are you doing to me Kadyn?” Her answer was a shake of her head, as she too seemed blown away by the heat of the kiss. I hadn’t expected that that’s for sure. Hadn’t expected to feel like I’d found something I hadn’t even known was lost. To be sure it hadn’t been a fluke or just plain horniness I took her lips again. This time I tried to go slow, take her softly but that lasted for all of two seconds before I was once again devouring her.
Her taste was unbelievable, everything about her mouth was; the way her tiny tongue played hide and seek with mine, the little sexy sound she made when I folded her closer to me wrapping my arms tightly around her. “Like this.” I had to show her how to take my tongue in her mouth and the reality came crashing down on me. She didn’t know how to kiss; that could only mean one thing. Untouched. As if my head wasn’t fucked enough as it was that thought had to creep in there. The idea did something strange to me, what that was, fuck if I know but it did…something.