It had to be pointed out that at no point did I feel like stopping this. In fact, I was about to take it to the next step.
Without warning him and with more confidence than I ever thought I’d have, I moved onto my knees. I saw the moment he registered what I was doing and knew that he’d assume I was stopping it. Hooking my thumbs into the sides of my panties and shorts, I shimmied them down my thighs as best I could given my current position with my knees on either side of his thighs.
“Jesus,” he rasped, his hands cupping me around my waist as he rested his forehead against my abdomen. “You kill me, Tana.”
Well, that wasn’t what I’d intended. “Is that a good thing or a bad thing?”
Pulling back, he dragged his thumb slowly from my belly button down to my mound until he got to the top of my slit, where I was desperate to feel him.
“It’s an excellent thing.” Skimming the thumb through my folds now, he looked up at me. “Are you still sure about this?”
His voice was deeper and huskier than I’d ever heard it before, and judging by the way the muscle in his jaw was clenched, it was costing him to hold back.
“Absolutely.”
My head dropped back on a moan as his thumb passed over my clit, and I felt goosebumps break out all over my arms.
“Soaked,” he breathed, trailing it farther down until he got to my entrance. Slowly he pressed the tip inside me. “So fucking tight.”
Not going any deeper, he used the tip of his thumb to drive me crazy, move it in and out until I felt like I was scalping him with how hard I was tugging on his hair. Unable to hold myself up, I lowered down, trapping his hand between his lap and my ass and pushing his thumb slightly deeper inside me.
“Oh, shit.” It was strange having something as large as his thumb inside me, but as I clenched down around it, I had to admit it was a good feeling, too.
But I wanted more.
Using everything I had, I lifted slightly and worked my hands between us until I got to the fly of his jeans. The tips of my fingers trailed down something hard, and I swallowed loudly when I realized what it was. It wasn’t nerves that caused it, it was pure excitement now that I knew I was doing for him exactly what he was doing for me.
Remy’s eyes flared as he realized what I was doing, then he shuddered as I unzipped his pants and slid my hand inside until I had my fingers cupped on either side of his rigid length.
“Pull me out,” he whispered, twisting his hand and then rubbing the pad of his thumb against the walls of my pussy. The tip kept passing over something that made it feel like a good current was passing from it to my clit, but I managed to do as he asked, fortunately not maiming him in the process with my nails.
Lowering back down again with his cock trapped between us now, I dropped my mouth to his. “Remy, I need you,” I breathed against his lips, my whole body shaking. “Please.”
His thumb pulled out of me wetly, and then his hands moved to work between us. “Next time, I’m going to take my time. I’m going to lick and eat you for as long as I want to.”
Notching the tip of his erection in my entrance, he moved his other hand back to the nape of my neck like he was holding me in place as he slowly pushed a scant centimeter inside me. “I can’t hold back this time. It’s been too long.”
With one hand on my hip and the other around my neck, he pushed slowly until the head was all the way inside me. I could feel the burn as the skin stretched for the first time, but it wasn’t painful like I was worried it’d be. In all reality, I didn’t have a hymen that I was aware of. Didn’t being able to use tampons every month without pain or problems prove that?
“Fuck,” he hissed, pulling out of me so quickly that I would have lost my balance if he hadn’t held onto me. “I need a condom.”
As he bucked up his hips to reach under his ass, his hard length skimmed between my folds, the wet tip bumping against my clit and making us both shudder.
“You need to get it on now,” I growled, watching as he pulled a foil packet out of his wallet.
Putting it between his teeth, he tore it open and pulled out the weird latex circle. I watched closely as he pinched the tip and then unrolled it down his erection until it couldn’t go any farther. It was strange to think all of that latex was rolled up into a little circle and shoved in a packet without any tears or damage happening, but the method worked given the statistics of how reliable they were.