felt completely spent. No tears, no laughter.
I was numb.
“You’ve been busy.”
Cole greeted me as I approached him in the warehouse a little later that morning. There were no men around. I’d called and asked if he would station them at a distance. He had hesitated before complying, and I knew his worry. A person asked for something like that when they didn’t trust the other one. But that wasn’t the case here, and I needed to make sure he knew.
“The less people who know about what I’m doing, the better,” I explained.
His head tilted back and he studied me a moment. “I see.”
“It’s not that I don’t trust you.” I gestured to the emptiness around us. “It’s that I don’t trust your men.”
“My men or the Mauricio soldiers?”
“Your men.”
His nostrils flared slightly. “You trust the Mauricio soldiers, though?”
“You’re still fighting with the elders?”
“More of them are willing to follow me. And it’s not just lip service, but I know there are still a few who won’t support me. I’m close to filtering them out.”
Ah yes. With his surveillance of his own family members. He was still playing detective while I was out there taking lives. Yes. Mauricio politics didn’t seem as important anymore. I couldn’t hold back a disgusted sound. I was growing impatient with him.
Cole narrowed his eyes. “You disapprove?”
“Yes,” I said simply. “You should be fighting your enemy, not your family.”
“I offered to help you—”
“I don’t need backup when I go into one of their warehouses. What I do need is for you and the elders to get your sticks out of your asses and start hitting some of their businesses yourselves. Going from one building to another, then finding their new hideouts is exhausting. It’s taking time, and Emma’s sister may not still be alive.”
“She is.” Cole looked down. His tone turned wary. “Whether you realize it or not, I am helping you. I’m holding down the fort while you’re creating a shitstorm. If you’d give me a heads up, I’d appreciate it. As it is now, I send my men out to try and find what places you’ve hit during the night. We’ve been able to get in there to clean everything up so that the police aren’t called. We’ve been able to keep this quiet, but you’re not making it easy. So far only the Bartels know they’re being annihilated. Carter, we’re going to miss a place that you hit. If you tell us—”
“No.”
“Why? Why won’t you trust me?”
I opened my mouth to explain that no one could know, I couldn’t run the risk of anyone leaking the information, but he held up his hands.
“I get it,” he said. “You’re being smart. Still. A clue would help, and you could only give it to me. I can have my men dispatched.” I shook my head, and he let out his own disgusted sound. “My god. I know, I know. You can’t trust anything. Well, you’re making them scramble. That’s for sure.” Cole sighed. “My men have been watching them too, and they move every night now. They can’t catch you, and they’ve been trying. Half the city is a ghost town because they’re out there, wondering which place you’re going to hit next.”
“Do you know where they’re holding Andrea?”
He didn’t answer, and that was my answer in itself.
“Carter, I’m sorr—” he said.
I cut him off, shaking my head. “Don’t. I’ll keep looking.”
“If it’s any consolation, they’re not sure if it’s you or if it’s us. You haven’t left anyone alive to spread the word that the Cold Killer’s back.” He grinned.
I did not.
He sighed again. “Okay, yeah. I get it. I’ll make some moves on my end. I’ve no doubt that the Bartel elders are meeting every night. If we found one of their meetings, that’d help. They’d know where she’s being held. I’m sure of it.”
“You said she’s alive. How do you know?”