But his fear wouldn’t let him slip into this fantasy. Eph had walked away from the video screen feeling like a ghost.
He dug into his coat pocket, finding two white Vicodin tablets. They glowed in his palm, made brilliant by the light of his battery-powered headlamp. He thrust them into his mouth, dry-swallowing them. One of them lodged at the base of his esophagus, and he had to jump up and down a few times in order to force it down.
He is mine.
Eph looked up fast. Kelly’s voice—muffled and distant, but distinctly hers. He turned around twice but found himself quite alone in the underground passage.
He has always been mine.
Eph drew his sword a few inches out of its sheath. He started forward, toward a short flight of stairs heading down. The voice was in his head, but some sixth sense was showing him the way.
He sits at the right hand of the Father.
Eph running now, furious, the light from his headlamp shaking, turning down another dim corridor, turning into …
The dungeon room. Gus’s caged mother.
Eph swept the room. It was otherwise empty. Slowly he turned to the helmeted vampire standing still in the center of its cage. Gus’s vampire mother stood very still, Eph’s light casting a grid shadow onto her body.
Kelly’s voice said, Zack believes you are dead.
Eph drew his sword fully from its sheath. “Shut up,” he said.
He is starting to forget. The old world and all its ways. It’s gone now, a dream of youth.
“Quiet!” Eph said.
He is attentive to the Master. He is respectful. He is learning.
Eph thrust his sword in between two bars. Gus’s mother flinched, repelled by the presence of silver, her pendulous breasts swinging in the half light. “Learning what?” said Eph. “Answer me!”
Kelly’s voice did not.
“You’re brainwashing him,” said Eph. The boy was in isolation, mentally vulnerable. “Are you brainwashing him?”
We are parenting him.
Eph winced as though cut by her words. “No. No … what can you know about that? What can you know about love—about being a father or being a son … ?”
We are the fertile blood. We have birthed many sons … Join us.
“No.”
It is the only way you will be reunited with him.
Eph’s arm lowered a bit. “Fuck you. I will kill you—”
Join us and be with him forever.
Eph froze there a moment, paralyzed by despair. She wanted something from him. The Master wanted something. He made himself pull back. Deny them. Stop talking. Walk away.
Shut the fuck up—! he thought, his rage louder than his voice. He held tightly to his silver blade at his side. He ran back out of the room and into the passageways, Kelly’s voice staying in his head.
Come to us.
He turned a corner, thrusting open a rusty door.
Come to Zack.