He sighed. “They didn’t say anything. But if they did, it wouldn’t change how I feel about you.”
I nodded.
His hand slid down to my ass. I was in nothing but my underwear, and he pulled me close, which immediately made my dick start to wake up. He grinned. “You get hard at the drop of a hat.”
“It’s our favorite saying,” I teased. He was right, though. I really liked sex stuff and wanted to do as much of it as possible. I also really liked Gideon, maybe more than I should. He’d made me feel cared for tonight, and not in an overbearing way or one that belittled me, but one that made me feel important to him. I copied his movement, sliding my hand down to rest on the curve of his butt cheek. “You’re naked.”
“Maybe I was hopeful there would be a sexy man in my bed.”
“Or you just took a shower.”
“I did not,” Gideon replied. He kissed the tip of my nose, and I was pretty sure my cheeks turned red. It was perfectly intimate. He’d had my cock in his mouth, yet that action felt almost more personal. I craved getting even more personal with him.
“I like being best friends with you.”
Gideon’s head rose slowly, his gaze angled down at me. For a moment, I feared he was going to change his mind, that he would ask if I was okay from earlier, but he didn’t. He just said, “I like you too.”
“Can I have sex with you, please? Penetrative sex,” I clarified, surprising myself. “I want to feel you, to be connected to you that way, like we’re a part of each other. Also, I enjoy orgasms.” His breath puffed against my face when he chuckled, the scent of mint toothpaste filling my senses.
“You’re insatiable.”
“I have a lot to make up for.”
“Yes,” Gideon replied before pressing his lips against mine. We kissed for a while, tongues dipping into each other’s mouths. I didn’t think about the gross aspects of it with Gideon anymore, that we were sharing intimate fluids with each other. I just thought that maybe I wouldn’t ever be okay with anyone’s but his. Eventually, he climbed on top of me, kissed his way down my neck, my chest, my stomach, before pulling my briefs off and sucking my cock into his mouth.
My hips shot off the bed, my dick fucking into his throat. “Don’t! You can’t do that, or I’ll come in your mouth.” And I didn’t want that. I wanted to shoot my load inside him…well, inside a condom, inside him.
“Always so quick to blow your load.” There was a playful lilt to his voice. I recognized so many of Gideon’s tells now, the little things unique to him, like how to tell when he was kidding or what each of his smiles meant.
“I last a lot longer than I did in the beginning.”
He nuzzled my groin but didn’t suck me. “I have so much fun with you.”
I smiled, unable to hold back the sunburst of happiness inside me. “I have fun with you too. Now, I would like to have fun with your butt.”
Gideon laughed, knelt over me, and pressed a quick kiss to my lips. “My butt is all yours.” He flopped onto his back, though, and I was okay with that. I lashed my tongue over his right nipple piercing, then his left. I loved the way the cool metal felt against my tongue. “You have a pierced-nipple kink. I knew you’d want those first.”
I also knew what to do with those. I’d never had my dick inside someone before, so I was nervous. “I’ve watched a ton of porn, as you know, but I want you to talk me through it. I don’t want to hurt you, but I want to do it all myself too. It would probably be really hot to see your fingers in your ass, though. We’ll save that for another day.”
“You’re full of surprises. Grab the lube and a condom from my nightstand.”
I opened the drawer and pulled out the lube first, then the small, square package, which I set on the table.
“Do you want me to lie like this? You can open me up while you kiss me, or if you want, I can roll onto my stomach, and you can just focus on my ass.”
“Yes, please. I want it all.” I would soak up any moment I could have with Gideon and hold on to them forever.
“I can handle that. Lube up your fingers and get started.”
I did as Gideon said. He spread his legs, held them back for me, and I knelt between them. I didn’t use my tongue to kiss him, instead licking at the piercing in his nipple while I rubbed his hole with a slick finger. “Like this?”