Chapter Twelve
“I’m home,” Jackson called out. “Chris? Jase?”
He dropped his bag by the door. It had been a long day, but a good one. After his breakup with Alana, his career had suffered. He’d been too distracted to be creative, which was the only reason he’d put out the substandard album that would haunt him for his entire career.
Not that he paid much attention to the media, but when terms like “has-been” start to be bandied around, even he had to notice. He had started to question if he’d lost the one thing that had made him so successful.
His enthusiasm.
Now that he was back in his creative groove, he was writing songs again. Once Divine recorded the single he’d just written for them, they could shoot their first video and start planning the album’s release. He would finally be able to prove the naysayers wrong.
“Where is everyone?”
He wasn’t used to being able to share this kind of stuff with anyone but had found himself rushing to get home so he could tell Ridley. She’d understand how important it was to him. How much it meant to finally be back on track. He stood still, listening. Nothing.
Something was different in the house. He scrutinized the room, trying to figure out if Ridley had changed something, perhaps put something back in a different place from where he usually kept it. Nothing seemed out of place.
The small bowl where he kept his keys was the only thing on the entry table since Jase had broken the few knickknacks he’d been stupid enough to place there. What’s different in here? He turned in circles for a full minute before he figured it out.
It was clean.
The maid service usually cleaned on the weekends, but with the boys in the house it didn’t stay clean for long. It was almost weird to see it so organized. He walked into the family room and stopped in his tracks. Chris and Jase sat on the couch as still as statues. There wasn’t a smudge of dirt or a grass stain on either of them.
“Hey guys, what are you doing sitting in here? I thought you’d be outside playing.”
He walked farther into the room and then stopped and sniffed. What the hell is that smell? There was a pungent odor wafting from the kitchen that made his nose itch. Stifling a sneeze, he edged his way into the kitchen, his eyes widening at the massive pile of pots and pans lining the counter. Smack in the middle of the chaos was an elderly woman stirring a large pot.
Miss Bessie.
Backing up before she saw him, he turned and retraced his steps to the family room. The room was so clean it sparkled. The house hadn’t looked this good since he’d bought it. His sons were still in the same position as before, like melancholy figurines with their identical downcast expressions.
“So, it looks like Miss Bessie is working on dinner for us.” His words didn’t trigger a response as both boys continued to stare at their sneakers. “And she did a great job cleaning up.”
Two pairs of eyes turned chilly glares in his direction.
“She didn’t clean up—we did. The only reason we finished before you came home was because Ridley helped us dust. You can’t reach much when you’re as short as we are.” Chris jumped up and put his hands on his hips, affecting an indignant pose. “And she made us change clothes! She said we shouldn’t wear playclothes to the dinner table.”
Jackson resisted the urge to laugh. All his baby-sitters growing up had been like Miss Bessie, which was probably why his mother had recommended her. She was always saying the boys were too spoiled and could use a little “down South” discipline. He was aware he indulged them too much at times, but it was hard not to. He wanted to give them everything he’d enjoyed growing up. Especially a father who was there for them.
“Oh, Jackson! I didn’t even know you were home!” Miss Bessie bustled into the room and gave him a hearty hug. “We’ve missed you at Sunday service. You’re just as skinny as your momma said!”
“Yes, ma’am. How have you been?”
“Oh, I’ve been just fine. Come on over here and sit.”
“Thank you for coming on such short notice.” Jackson followed her into the dining room and sat in the chair she indicated at the head of the table.
He motioned for the boys to sit down as well. They climbed into the chairs, looking at him uncertainly. They never ate in the formal dining room, but he could only hope they didn’t mention it in front of Miss Bessie. He was no doubt violating some parenting rule by not teaching his boys proper table manners before elementary school.
“Your momma keeps telling me you’re not eating right, so I made you a pot roast. This’ll put some meat on your bones for sure.”
He groaned as she set a full plate in front of him. He wanted to set a good example for the boys, but he had to draw the line somewhere and Miss Bessie’s roast just looked… questionable. It smelled even worse. He really didn’t want to hurt her feelings, especially with the way she smiled at him, obviously proud of the meal.
“Where’s Ridley? I mean, Miss Raina?”
Chris leaned over and whispered loudly, “She told us her real name is Ridley. She has two names. Like Spiderman! His real name is Peter Parker, except no one knows it’s him.”
“That’s right. It’s too bad she can’t climb buildings and shoot that cool stuff from her hands. Did she go upstairs?”
Chris shrugged.
Jackson almost hoped she didn’t come down. There was no reason she should have to suffer through the meal also. He hadn’t even taken a bite yet and he already felt light-headed.
Well, at least she said it was beef. How bad could it be?
He picked up his fork, speared a small piece, and swiped it through the heavy gravy on the plate.
“Jackson Alexander! Did you say grace?” Miss Bessie’s face was the picture of shocked outrage.
The boys giggled as he dropped the fork.
“No, ma’am. Sorry. I was just… really hungry.” He closed his eyes and prayed for strength. He opened them again to see Miss Bessie hurriedly gathering up her belongings.
“You can’t stay?” He tried not to sound too optimistic.
If this first meal was any indication of her cooking skill, he feared to think of what they had to endure in the future. Images of sharing dinner with Ridley over the weekend brought a smile to his face. Even though he didn’t want her to have to suffer through the meal, he couldn’t help wishing she was sitting across from him, making faces. He knew she’d get the humor in the situation.
“Actually, I hate to do this to you, but I won’t be able to work for you this summer after all. I’m so sorry, but keeping up with two active little boys is more taxing than I thought. I think I’m getting too old for this.”
She was inching toward the door, smiling apologetically. “Your boys are really very…” she grimaced. “…sweet.”
Jackson bit his lip to keep from laughing. He knew his boys were a handful, especially for an older person who couldn’t chase after them to keep them out of trouble.
“It’s no problem. I understand—” His reply was interrupted by the sound of the front door swinging shut behind her as she rushed out.
Okay then.
“Is she gone?” Chris whispered.
Jackson laughed out loud. “Yes, she’s gone. I guess we can go back to our caveman ways now.”
Truthfully, he was glad he didn’t have to hurt her feelings by firing her. However, he had to admit his situation was getting desperate. He needed to devote his attention to producing Divine. He was so close to getting back on top.
If he got this close and failed, he wasn’t sure he’d have it in him to try again.
He looked up to see Chris and Jase watching him. Chris poked the meat on his plate with the tip of his fork, dispiritedly. Jackson dropped his own fork.
“Who wants pizza?”
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