Take Me To Paradise

CHAPTERTEN

I didn’t do this.Get attached. Have feelings. I came to sex resorts so I could get my rocks off, meet fun people, and indulge in every perverse fantasy I jerked off to the rest of the year. But the moment Rae spoke the words, the rest of our vacation it hit me. We were on a countdown to the end. We’d all have to say goodbye. To move on. This wild, hyper connection would become a thing of the past that we revisited in our memories.

“Stunning.”

Rae arrived at my room in a shimmery rose gold dress that highlighted the skin that bronzed during the week. After the wildest sexual coupling, we acted like actual vacation human beings and have a nice dinner and take in the resort entertainment.

We spent most of our week in one of our rooms, never finding the motivation to anything more than swim and fuck. And once in a while we’d order room service. The week had been pure bliss. Only one full day left. Friday was the end. I refused to think about it and vowed to make the most of the time we had left. In ways that didn’t include us being sweaty and naked.

Who was I kidding? I’d fuck them till my dick fell off. I didn’t want to stop fucking them. Leo trying to top me. Fuck, I loved it. He dropped that barrier, and now I couldn’t stop thinking about taking him. Bending him over and putting my cock exactly where I’d been in our gorgeous little partner just a few hours ago.

“You clean up pretty well yourself, Mr. Fraser.”

She leaned in and kissed me. It wasn’t something we’d done a lot of. Kissed. Kissing felt too personal. She and Leo spent the entire week devouring each other’s mouths. But somewhere over the week we’d shifted, and kissing felt too personal. It was an intimacy that had made me uncomfortable. But the moment her lips touched mine, I couldn’t get enough of her. I wanted to drink her in. Explore all the different ways to kiss her.

Leo walked through the door, still hanging open, interrupting our kiss.

“Damn, I’m the luckiest woman in this resort.” She smiled and leaned into a kiss from Leo. “I get to call the two hottest men here, mine.”

Mine. It was happening to her to. Did she even realize it? Did Leo? He didn’t seem bothered by what she’d said. He caressed her face and fixed the few hairs that had fallen out of place.

We were seated at the resort's most high-end restaurant, once again in a horseshoe booth. It was as if they expected many throuples and larger groups of poly relationships and wanted to accommodate our desperate need to be as close to one another as possible.

I earnestly wanted to have an evening doing normal date night things. To learn about who they were. To enjoy a good meal and good company. But Rae made such a delectable package with so much of her skin so modestly displayed. The curve of her neck. The tops of her knees. A shoulder when her slouchy dress slipped down to one side. I could barely focus on the menu when my mouth watered to kiss and feast on her sweet smelling skin.

“Have you guys thought about what happens next?” Rae opened the moment our food arrived.

“You’re going to come back to my room, and after bending you over to make sure your sweet little bottom is okay, and give it some TLC, Leo and I are going to take turns fucking you into a handful of orgasms before we all go to sleep. Then tomorrow I’ve chartered us a sailboat so we can explore the island with a private catered lunch, and all the snorkeling you can handle.”

Both of them looked at me, surprised delight coloring their cheeks. What can I say? I’m a sucker for romance. Plus, I wanted our last day in the Bahamas to be a memorable one.

Leo high fived me over Rae’s head, startling her. A delighted giggle bubbled from her chest. The moment was so perfectly normal that it tweaked in my chest a bit.

“As excited as I am about our little field trip tomorrow,” Rae continued, “I meant what do we do after the vacation? When suddenly I’m Rae the ad exec again, and Leo goes back to managing housing builds, and you’re traveling the globe taking pictures of beautiful people. Is this just going to be an abrupt ending? No phone numbers exchanged, no emails, nothing? Like we were just caricatures here and we don’t actually want to be real people with one another?”

I wanted our last days to be memorable. I didn’t want this. The black cloud that happened at the end of these kinds of adventures.

“Rae,” I tried to be as gentle as I could. “This is a vacation. A way to act out our fantasies. We burn hot and bright because it’s a shooting star. Here in a flash and then gone again.”

“But, we’re all in Chicago.” She countered, looking at Leo for a reaction. “Even Leo is only an hour away from me and you downtown. We could at least still meet up for dinner or drinks once in a while.”

I caught Leo’s gaze over her head. I’d expected to see an agreement. Or at least something that said this wasn’t a normal thing and once we left the resort, we’d all go back to living our normal lives. But the depth of Leo’s chocolate-colored eyes expanded. His eyebrows went soft, his cheeks lifted. Jesus, if a man could look like a forlorn puppy, he’d nailed it. He wanted what Rae wanted. Instead of saying anything, he shrugged and hid his reaction behind a sip of his Walker.

“I’m in the city sometimes.” Leo directed Rae’s gaze toward him with a gentle tug of her chin. “I’ll meet you for drinks, dinner, just to say hi at the pretzel cart in Daley Plaza. You name it, I’m there.”

They kissed. And not just a meeting of mouths. I could feel the emotion in that kiss. My lips tingled in remembrance of what it felt like to have Rae’s lips on mine just an hour earlier. The rest of me felt hot with jealousy. That was a completely foreign feeling. We’d been together all week. Leo and Rae had done many sexual and sensual things together and never had I felt like I did at that moment. Possessive. No, it wasn’t even that. It was that they’d be moving on without me. And I had no one to be mad at except myself.