EPILOGUE: ONE WEEK LATER
Mom is clingy, naturally, and I can understand that. It’s so strange to think about how much I love and appreciate her more now. How does that happen? I do, though. She fusses as I try to convince her she can keep her plans. I don’t think she will but she finally kisses my cheek and says, “If you’re sure.”
“I’m sure, Mom. Go have fun. I’ll see you next week.” I understand why she wants to cancel her vacation but she does this with her sisters every year and I’m home and safe and I want her to go enjoy herself. I don’t know. I guess I’m done being selfish. Now, I just want to start behaving like an adult and not an overgrown child.
I walk Mom to the car, and she smiles and says, “That adventure changed you, didn’t it, Sweetie?”
I smile and say, “I hope it sticks.”
I guess I feel a little guilty about what happened on the island with my stepfather but the truth is I’m really sorry that it’s over. I mean, I made the deal with him. It happened on the island and that was it. I know he’s still horny for me, and I’m glad but I don’t think I’ll get any more from him. I guess I’ll have all those memories and that will have to be enough for me. I suppose, at the least, I’ll be a better partner for my next boyfriend.
Does it make me weird that part of why I’m not begging him for more is that I accept totally and completely that he’s in charge? He decides and I already gave him my commitment to let things be once we’re off the island. I won’t do anything to change that.
Yeah, I’m a fucking liar.
I don’t do anything overtly but I do time things so that I accidentally come out of the bathroom completely naked after a shower just as he walks by the hall. I squeal and run to my room, acting like it wasn’t intentional. I figure a few more times like that and he’ll initiate things.
Daddy isn’t fooled.
As I keep myself from giggling and start getting dressed in my room, the door opens. I turn around in shock and see him. He walks to the bed and sits down. “Come here, little girl,” he says sternly. I reach for more clothes and he says, “Now!” So, I walk over to him, trembling, wearing just a tee shirt and one sock.
A moment later I’m over his knee and his hand descends time and time again as I cry and apologize as he spanks me. It doesn’t take long to realize that I’m going to spend the whole week with my mother on vacation unable to sit down comfortably. When he finally stops spanking me, he says, “You made me a promise, little girl. You made a promise but you still tried to seduce me, didn’t you?”
Through my tears, I say, “Yes, Daddy. Sorry, Daddy!”
“You were supposed to belong to me only when we were on the island,” he says. He lands a very hard spank that makes me yelp. Then, he turns me over abruptly and says, “Now, you have to belong to me from now on!”
I stare at him in shock.
“I… from now… from now on?” I think I’ll faint.
“Are you going to argue with the consequences of your behavior?” he asks, landing another spank.
I leap off his lap and turn around. Tears run down my cheeks as I cry, “Oh, Daddy! Daddy!” I throw my arms around him, jumping on him, and he falls backward onto the bed. “Daddy! Daddy, I love you!”
“I love you too princess,” he says with a laugh as I cover his face with kisses.
Naturally, he institutes some rules designed to keep our forbidden relationship secret so nobody is hurt. He also institutes some rules I don’t expect. He makes it clear I will never sit down comfortably if I don’t do well in college. He instructs me to take personal finances courses online and he… well, he makes it clear that I’m going to learn how to be an adult, not just a kid with adult genitals.
I think about how wonderful that is as he makes love to me later. We enjoy a week together with nobody else there and during that week, he shows me several positions. He introduces me to anal sex. He introduces me to sixty-nine. It’s amazing how much more can happen in a bedroom than outdoors. I think both of us are extra-aggressive because we only have the week before thins will necessarily slow down.
That’s okay.
I don’t mind waiting for my stepfather to decide it’s safe to enjoy each other.
And even if I minded, my ass cheeks are pretty insistent about me learning to obey Daddy.