I won’t.
Not because I don’t want her.
I always fucking want Lexi, but tonight isn’t about me.
This is all for her.
An escape from the dark fog surrounding her, a chance to free her mind, to let her body be taken over by pleasure.
She needs to feel something good.
I can give that to her.
Lexi is breaking me, destroying me with every breath, every desperate plea.
The way her body trembles, hands clenching the sheets.
Glancing up, I see the gravity of her need, the desperation in her eyes.
The dam holding everything back is about to break.
“I’ve got you,” I tell her between torturous licks. “I love you Lexi.”
She lets go.
The rest of the world falls away, and I let her drown in me.