Until Lexi

I won’t.

Not because I don’t want her.

I always fucking want Lexi, but tonight isn’t about me.

This is all for her.

An escape from the dark fog surrounding her, a chance to free her mind, to let her body be taken over by pleasure.

She needs to feel something good.

I can give that to her.

Lexi is breaking me, destroying me with every breath, every desperate plea.

The way her body trembles, hands clenching the sheets.

Glancing up, I see the gravity of her need, the desperation in her eyes.

The dam holding everything back is about to break.

“I’ve got you,” I tell her between torturous licks. “I love you Lexi.”

She lets go.

The rest of the world falls away, and I let her drown in me.