She does exactly as I say and wraps her arms around my neck like the most precious necklace known to man.
“Never let go of me because I will never let go of you. You are my goddess now, my love, mine.”
“I want to be yours; I want you to be mine too, Aiden, I’m ready for forever with you. I am ready for you to make me yours.”
“You’re sure?” I ask, and she nods to me. Although she is scared, she is being so brave, and I admire her even more than before.
I start to kiss down to her belly button, and she squirms and giggles as I place butterfly kisses across her tummy. I continue lower still and I feel her stiffening slightly under me.
“I have never… It's the first time I have done this. I don’t know what to do.” Her words make me frown as I realise what they mean: her husband didn’t ever go down on her. What the hell is wrong with that man? I will make it my mission to show her how wonderful it can be and to show her every day from now on.
“That’s ok, I’m glad your first time doing this is with me. Just lie back. I promise you will like this; in fact, I reckon you’re going to love this.” Slowly, I lower her lacy knickers and throw them to the pile of abandoned clothes before pushing Eva’s thighs apart.
As my tongue connects with her wet folds, she shudders and gasps. “Aww, baby, you haven’t felt anything yet.” When I slowly roll my tongue and then rub it against her sensitive bundle of nerves, Eva almost jumps off the bed. She has the blanket below her bunched up in her hands and she pants as her feminine core awaits more of my tongue’s delights. She tastes like honey as I thrust my tongue up inside her and lap at her, caught up in her reactions, her movements, her enjoyment. I think I am enjoying this as much as her. She feels exquisite. I will never get enough of her, of her wet pussy.
I swirl my tongue around her clit, and she moans out as I do. Her body starts to tremble as I quicken my pace, and I lick and suck with purpose. I am being more deliberate in how and where I lick, and suck and Eva starts to move her hips to the rhythm I have set.
“Aw Aiden, Oh my god, Oh my GOD!” she cries out as she starts to come while I continue to lap at her clit and slide two fingers up inside her too. She soaks the sheets below her and I drink up all her juices, never letting up.
She continues to shudder, and I climb up between her thighs, sliding a condom on and lining myself up with her entrance. I throb with need for her.
“I am yours and now you are mine, Eva,” I tell her as I start to push into her. She cries out when I hit some resistance, and I have never felt so confused in my life. She has a child, and she isn’t a virgin, yet she feels so tight. It’s absolutely amazing but I want it to feel amazing for her too.
“It’s ok, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” I tell her as the tears stream down her face. “I will make it all better again, I promise.” I go to leave her body, but she holds me still.
“I thought it would be different this time, but it hurts. I thought because we had done… other stuff I would be better equipped. I thought having a child would have made a difference. I am sorry, Aiden; I think I am broken.”
I am still confused. I know she wants me; I know she enjoyed it just minutes ago. I am an Alpha and so I know I am well-endowed, but it’s never been too much of a challenge for other she-wolves. The only issue I can think of is the condom. I have to get them especially imported, otherwise I feel like they are strangling the life out of my manhood and I end up feeling nothing.
Maybe the condom is an issue? “Are you on contraception?” I ask, but she shakes her head, no.
“There hasn’t been any need. Ryan and I haven’t… not since…” She starts to cry again so this time I do pull out of her and hold her close to me. “It was never any good between us. I never liked it. He used to hurt me. When I told him I was pregnant, he told me to get rid of it and told me he didn’t want me anymore. So, we haven’t, I haven’t done anything since that time.”
Three years?! It must be close to three years; it is practically her first time again.
“You’re not broken, you are perfect,” I tell her but she shakes her head. I shake mine right back at her. “You are perfect to me. I am glad we are sharing all this. Sweetheart, it has been so long this is practically like your first time again. I know you want me; I felt your desire for me, and before when I licked you and made you cum, I had two fingers deep inside you and you felt perfect, you fitted me perfectly. So, I think if I take off the condom, it might work better.”
Passion flares up in her eyes again, along with confusion. “You don’t think I’m broken?” she asks me, perplexed.
“No, I don’t. I think you just need a more considerate partner, along with a little patience and understanding and mostly a more positive experience.” The scent of her arousal floods my senses, flooring me yet again. “Do you want to stop? Or can we try again? I promise if it hurts, I will stop. Can you trust me?”
Her hands travel across my chest down my abdomen and to my thick and hard shaft. I tingle and yearn in desire as she rolls the condom off me.
“I trust you more than I have ever trusted anyone, Aidy. I want to try again. I want everything with you.” I kiss her to seal our agreement and start to tease her senses into a frenzy again. I slide my fingers down her body and connect with her pink slit and push a finger inside her and she groans in pleasure.
“Do you feel how good that is, baby? Do you feel how hot that makes you, how hot it makes you for me, for us?” I add another finger and feel her orgasm building even more. Her slick juices coat my hand. She is ready for me, I am sure.
This time I groan in bliss as the tip of my cock presses against her core. I look into her eyes as I slowly invade her. This time her head falls back, and she lets out a contented sigh.
“Better?” I ask her and she nods back at me. She still feels tight around me, but I can now feel Eva, feel her excitement and I know she is enjoying it more because she becomes wetter with each thrust.
“Much better, it feels so good!”
I give her a massive grin; it feels better than good, it feels amazing. We are mating, it feels good for her and now she is mine.
As she raises her hips to meet my thrusts, I revel in the whimpers and moans of delight she makes, I move with more force and intent and she scores my back with her nails. I am losing control, that’s how good it feels to finally be with my mate. I am not going to last much longer but I hold out, wanting my love to find her release first.
The first quakes of her fulfilment has Roman howling, and when she shouts my name, I want to howl along with him. The banks burst as she contracts and contorts when she climaxes, all the while repeating my name, and I also start to cum. This time it feels so new, so different, amazing, I have never felt completion like I do right now, Eva owns my heart and soul and everything in between.
I pant and sweat with exertion; Eva looks up at me with wonder in her eyes. “You are not and have never been broken, you are my perfect mate and I love you, Eva. I love you so much.” My heart fills with the love and affection I have for my tiny mate, I never believed such a love could exist. I never knew I had the capacity to love someone as much as I love her.
She smiles widely at me before kissing me again. “I love you too, Aiden. That’s another thing I am keeping for us to do again!” I laugh with her. Yes, we are definitely keeping that one, I want to do that every day and night for the rest of our lives together.
I will never ever let her go, she is mine, she belongs with me now and always and no one will ever stop that.
*** Eva ***
I had been convinced that Aiden would become impatient and angry once he realised I was broken. It hadn’t stopped my desire for him and part of me was hopeful that considering his skill in the bedroom and his ability to bring me to orgasm that we would be able to make love without any issues.
My body has changed since I gave birth to Summer and I had hoped that it would help me feel more comfortable during sex. However, now that I think about it, maybe Aiden is right: maybe I needed a more considerate partner, maybe I needed patience and understanding.
Aiden said I needed a positive experience, and he has more than delivered. He has completely and utterly converted me; I am not frigid or broken. I was misunderstood and maltreated. I just had to wait for the right partner and Aiden has left no doubt in my mind that we were made for each other. He is the perfect partner for me.
I have repeatedly sighed in contentment, and I keep grinning to myself. Our first time, hopefully the first time of many, many more times, was out of this world amazing! I had given up hope of the sweet love making described in my romance novels and in the chick flick movies I used to watch by myself night after night. That was make believe, it wasn’t real. Except it is, because Aiden made it all come true for me.
“What are you smiling about, Shortie?” he asks me as he leans up on one arm. His dark hair is flopping forward and his beautiful green eyes sparkle with mischief.
“I am smiling about us, about what we just did and the possibility of us doing it again, Aiden,” I tell him as a matter of fact. “It was so incredible.” Tears fill my eyes yet again, but this time they’re tears of joy.
“It was, and so is the possibility of us doing it again, whenever you’re ready, baby. Although, I don’t want youto be sore so let’s not rush it. I can always make you cum and feel good in other ways,” he tells me cheekily.
“Thank you for understanding, Aiden, I love you so much.” He cuddles me close to him and I feel surrounded by his love and heat.
“Shortie? Why did you bring us in here and not into your bedroom?” His tone is nonchalant but I think I sense something more in his question.
“Summer had a bad dream and is asleep in there because she wouldn’t settle in her bed without me. I didn’t want an audience for what we were obviously going to be doing. So, I brought you in here.” I feel him nodding against my head.
“I don’t see much of Ryan’s stuff around. Did he ever live here? You haven’t lived as husband and wife for a long time, right?”
I want to answer all his questions and be completely honest with him about my past.