“I’m the one that’s sorry. I let my stupid insecurities get to me when I knew better.”
“Which I should be mindful of. With the way your mom is always bolting for any new man coming into her life I should have seen how me bouncing out that way would affect you. Jamie told me he had something to tell me, and I was sure it was going to be something about your mom’s husband.”
Out of all of that, one thing sticks out the most. “He? Jamie is a he?” I really blew that out of proportion.
“Yeah, Jamie is a he. One thing I can promise you, Bunny, is that I’ll never step out on you or pick someone over you. You’re all I’ll ever want. I crave your touches and no one else's.”
“Then let me touch you.” I take his hand, leading him into the shower with me.
If he craves my touch, I’m going to give it to him.
24
KNOX
I take my time worshiping Whitney’s body as I try to wash away today from both of us. She lets me take care of her. I begin by washing her hair and then everywhere else I can get my hands. She does the same to me. I could have lost her today. The reality of that is finally starting to sink in, and I don’t think I’ll be letting her out of my sight in the near future.
I towel myself off before I pull her from the shower and dry her next. She might be letting me take care of her, but really it’s me that needs this. Whitney has been the bright light that came into my life when I needed it most. Without her I’d be spending the rest of my life in darkness.
Whitney slips her hands up my chest, pressing her naked body against mine. “Take me to bed.” I lift her into my arms.
“We need to get some clothes.” I force the words out. She shakes her head no.
“You don’t want to feel me pressed against you? Nothing between us.” Her pink tongue darts out, swiping against her bottom lip before she bites down on the corner.
“Bunny. I’m barely hanging on here.” My hands grip her ass tighter.
“I want you to let go.”
I should say no. So much has happened today. I’m not sure she’s thinking straight, but I can’t. The need to give her everything she asks me for wins out. I take her mouth in a deep kiss as I carry her toward the bed.
She keeps her tight hold on me as I bring us both down onto the bed, my mouth never leaving hers. She tangles her fingers into my short hair as I devour her mouth. When she shifts under me, dragging her bare pussy against my cock, my head starts to spin.
I pull back from the kiss, fighting for air. “You have no idea what you do to me, Bunny.”
“The feeling is mutual. I’ve never felt safe before. Until you.” She stares up at me. “I need you. Always.”
Fuck. She’s trying to kill me.
“I need you too, Bunny. I love you.” Her lips part in a small gasp.
“I love you too.” She barely gets the words out and I’m pressing my mouth against hers once again.
“I’m going to make love to you.”
“Yes.” She releases her hold on my hair, her fingers trailing down my back.
I kiss and suck on her neck as I work my way down her body, cupping one of her breasts in my hand. I suck the other nipple into my mouth. Her back arches off the bed as she lets out little moans and tries to press her pussy against me.
“More,” she begs. Cum leaks from my cock at her begging for more of me. This sweet, beautiful girl could belong to anyone who she wanted, but she picked me. I pray she never lives to regret her decision because I’ll never let her go. I don’t care what that makes me. She’s mine.
“I’ve got you, Bunny.” I trail kisses down her stomach as I settle in between her thighs, spreading her legs to make room for me. I breathe in her desire as my mouth descends onto her. Her tangy sweetness fills my mouth as I give her what she asks for. I’ll never grow tired of this.
This time as I eat her cunt, I work two fingers inside of her. When I get her to come for me the first time, I slip in a third. It’s tight, but I keep working them in and out of her. My cock begs me to pull my fingers out of her and shove myself into her, but I fight it.
I want her ready for me. This needs to be as painless as possible. It’s already going to fuck me up when I have to push inside of her and cause her discomfort while I’ll feel nothing but pleasure.