Gemini

He moved from under me, sitting up. “Wait…are you sure, Amanda? I thought you said just last week that you wanted to wait.”

“Yeah, well a lot can change in a week.” (Don’t I know it.) I pressed my forehead onto his. “I wasn’t…then…but now, I am.”

“What changed?” he asked.

“Nothing changed. I just woke up this morning and realized…I want to fuck my boyfriend. Is that so bad?”

Cedric shook his head and laughed, pulling me into him. “Baby…are you serious? Are you really serious about this?”

I didn’t

answer him. Instead, I pushed him back down onto the bed and took my shirt off, lowering myself onto him.

Cedric cupped my breasts through the lacy bra and plunged his tongue into my mouth while I grinded against him.

“We don’t have to,” he said muffled, his lips still kissing me.

“I’m ready, Cedric…see?” I said as I guided his finger down into my underwear.

Cedric kissed me harder and moaned as he touched me. I moaned back through his kiss at the pleasure of his fingers inside me.

Cedric whispered through our kisses. “Swear on your mother you’re ready.”

I wanted to swear a lot of things on my mother, both of them. He didn’t know the half of it.

“I swear…on my mother,” I said.

With that, Cedric kissed me harder as I unzipped his jeans and pulled them down.

I continued to rub against him with my clothes on, kissing him hard and running my fingers through his hair.

“Amanda…you’re so fucking beautiful. I’ve wanted you for so long…waited so long,” Cedric said as he unsnapped my bra and threw it on the floor.

“Cedric…I’m on the pill,” I said.

“Okay, baby,” he said as he continued to kiss me.

Then, he started to slowly pull my underwear down.

I pulled off his shirt and he slid his boxers off. We were both completely naked. He lifted up from under me and flipped me over so that I was under him.

He stared into my eyes as I rubbed his face and stared back at him.

We stayed like this for a while until Cedric spoke. “Okay?”

I nodded and bit my bottom lip when I felt the tip of his penis enter me, followed by a burning friction. I wanted to cry from the pain at first but Cedric moved into me very slowly. I closed my eyes and told myself to relax, no matter how painful. With each slow thrust, I got more accustomed to the feeling until eventually the pain turned to pleasure.

Cedric moaned in ecstasy once he started to realize I was relaxing and enjoying it. His slow movements gradually turned forceful.

Once the pain stopped, I couldn’t get enough and asked him to go faster and deeper until I felt myself starting to climax. Cedric knew it, because he covered my mouth with his hand, so that I could scream into it while I came. His translucent eyes rolled back and I knew he was coming too.

When his movements slowed, he stayed inside me and kissed my face over and over again and for the first time whispered, “Amanda Rose Thompson…I love you.”

CHAPTER 30

CEDRIC

April 2002