Barred Desires (The Deepest Desires 1)

Branson

Last night was incredible.

I never knew sex could be like that. I’ve had a lot of sex, with a lot of guys, in my lifetime, but the connection has never felt as strong as it does with him. The way his body opened up to me, molded to mine.

I can’t focus for shit today because I keep replaying it all.

And wanting to do it again.

We’re going down to Luca’s uncle’s house for a Christmas dinner party tonight. Something he’s throwing for his work. It’s black tie, so we’re with Andrew now, picking out clothes to wear.

The thought of Luca in a tux is almost too much to handle.

The store isn’t very busy, so we’re in and out within an hour. Luca and Andrew decide to wear black suits for the party, while I’ll be wearing a white suit jacket, with black pants, instead.

We’re in the car driving home, when I get a text message.

It’s Luca… from the front seat.

Luca: Can’t wait to see you in that tonight.

Me: Could say the same about you.

Luca: I’m not going to be able to keep my hands to myself. Could be a problem.

Me: I’m sure your uncle has a spare room he wouldn’t mind us using. ;)

I can see his neck and cheeks flush from back here. I have to bite the inside of my cheek to stop the smile. It’s incredibly attractive how needy he is for me, how easily he blushes or gets shy. I love seeing him lose control and let go.

Opening my Kindle app, I read for the remainder of the ride home. I’m smack dab in the middle of a steamy romance novel about a gymnast and her hot Russian coach. I guess I’m a sucker for a spicy, forbidden love story.

It doesn’t take long to get home. Mom is already getting ready by the time we arrive, and Andrew heads off to do the same. Luca and I head upstairs right after to shower and get dressed quickly, since we’ll have to leave soon. It’s in Bellevue, so it’ll take us a couple of hours to drive there, due to evening traffic.

Starting the shower, I undress and turn on my Bluetooth. Save Me by Hippie Sabotage blares through the speakers as I’m getting under the water. It’s so hot, the room is already starting to fog. As I’m about to shampoo my hair, the curtain opens, and in slides a devious Luca, looking like the cat that ate the canary.

“What do you think you’re doing?” I ask teasingly.

He gives the most adorable, innocent shrug. “I figured since we’re on a time crunch, we might want to shower together.”

I laugh at that but pull his body against mine, placing kisses along his neck.

“Don’t you think that’s a little risky, Luca babe, with our parents awake and downstairs? They could come up any minute.”

“They’re busy, it’ll be okay.” He waves his hand like all is well, and I kiss him again, because seriously… How did I get so lucky?

Turning him around, I massage shampoo into his hair, trying to ignore my growing cock hanging heavy between my legs. This man makes me crazy, especially when my fingers in his hair are causing him to moan seductively.

“Luca,” I growl in warning. “If you keep making those sexy ass noises, I’m going to have to bend you over right here and show you exactly what you’re doing to me.”

He responds to this with a giggle, a real schoolgirl giggle, and wiggles his ass into me.

Such a tease.

Once the shampoo is washed out of his hair, we switch, and he does me. He smirks when he sees how riled up he has me, but I don’t miss his dick standing proud, rubbing against my ass.

I finish rinsing and turn around, so we’re face-to-face. We both take each other in for a moment, neither moving to touch the other, yet it’s clear we both want to. The sexual tension is as thick as the steam ruling the bathroom right now, and it’s only a matter of time before one of us cracks.

Grabbing the body wash, I begin soaping myself up while he watches with lust-drunk eyes. I wash everywhere, except where he wants me to go, until finally, I take my soap filled palm and wrap it around my throbbing length. I hiss at the contact while his eyes drop to watch the show.

I give myself a few firm tugs, biting my lip, and drinking him in.

“You want this cock,” I say while stroking myself slowly, “then take it.”

This does the trick, and he’s on me before I know what’s happening. His lips devour mine, his tongue fucking my mouth with reckless purpose, and he has both of our cocks in his palm, stroking us in the most delicious way.

It’s fucking exquisite.

As my head falls back, eyes closed, my breathing picks up. The slick soap, his steady pace, and the feel of our cocks rubbing together is divine. It isn’t long before I feel my balls tighten up. I gaze down into his ocean blue eyes and the pure affection I see staring back at me makes my knees weak.

“Gonna come soon,” I say with a groan.

He takes his free hand, wraps it around my throat, pulling my lips to his in a devastating kiss. The sensation of his tongue exploring my mouth while he jerks us sends me over the edge. Letting out a deep moan, I come all over our cocks and his hand. We continue our brutal kissing, and he isn’t far behind, coming moments later, his body jerking from the pleasure.

We remain in each other’s embrace, letting our breathing regulate before we finish washing Luca and get out. The coast looks clear when we exit the bathroom, and we both run to our respective rooms and get ready.

It would’ve been awkward if our parents had caught us showering together, but at this point, I don’t care if they find out. It’s going to happen eventually, right?

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