“I could live down here and die happy.” He lifted his head to look at me. “This might have been a mistake.”
I went rigid, my sex daze lifting. “Why?”
“Because now I don’t know how the fuck I’m going to stay away from you when my brother is home.” I nearly jumped off the table when he ran a finger over my pussy. “I don’t know which one I crave more. Hearing you scream my name or how you react to my touch.”
He released his grip enough that I was able to pull my legs away from him. With a grin, I sank to my knees. “Want to see how you react to my touch?”
His eyes flared with heat as the bulge in his shorts grew. Reaching forward, I grabbed his hips and pulled him closer. He grabbed my wrists, stopping me from yanking his shorts down.
“This is about what you want,” he murmured, as I tilted my face up to look at him.
“You said I could control this.” I shook his hold off my wrists. “So let me.”
Raising an eyebrow in surprise, he raised his arms, letting me grip his shorts. I pulled them down, and his cock was rock hard as it sprang out. My heart raced as I wrapped my hand around it. He might have seen me naked before, but this was my first time seeing him. And he didn’t disappoint.
I opened my mouth, running my tongue over the head of his cock. He groaned above me as I opened wider, slowly taking him in my mouth. I needed a break after the three orgasms he’d given me, but hearing how much he was enjoying this was getting me bothered all over again. I affected him too. Creating a suction, I pressed my tongue against him and sucked. He grabbed the arm of the couch, his eyes staying locked on me.
“Fuck,” he ground out. “I’d be happy dying this way too.”
Hollowing out my cheeks, I took as much of him as I could, moving faster until he stiffened. I knew he was close, but before he finished, he pulled away.
“Not yet,” he muttered, tugging me to my feet.
He backed up and fell onto the couch, bringing me with him. I straddled his legs as he grabbed the condom and ripped open the foil. He rolled it on as I bit my lip. There was no going back after this. I shook my head. It was too late for that the second he’d put his mouth on me. And I didn’t want to go back. His touch was everything I needed.
“Are you sure, Sage?” he asked, seriousness coating his voice. “Your life is already chaos. Doing this might make it worse.”
Grabbing his shoulders, I lifted myself up and slid down onto his cock. He hissed out a breath as he filled me.
“I’m sure,” I answered when he was fully inside me. “It’s just sex.”
His gaze dropped to my lips. “Right.”
A bit of tension raised between us, but he didn’t make a move to kiss me. I didn’t know if I was happy or disappointed. I knew how he felt about the society. He might care for me, but he was still loyal to them. At least he was honest about it.
“Take control, Sage,” he told me, grabbing my hips. “This is about what you want.”
Without another word, I began grinding back and forth. I couldn’t help but think about the first time I was sitting on him like this back in Kalamazoo. So much for my promise of it never happening again. I went slow at first and then faster once I found a rhythm. His hands left my hips before traveling up to my breasts. He gently rolled my nipples between his fingers, his touch growing firmer the more I moved. He pinched them right as I came again.
I went still, wrapping my arms around his neck as I caught my breath. He put his arms around me before standing up. He moved forward until my bare back hit the wall. He pulled away, only to plunge back into me. My arms stayed wrapped around his neck as he continued to ram into me.
I clawed my nails across his back, forgetting we shouldn’t be leaving physical marks on each other. At the moment, I really didn’t give a shit. It felt too good. He pummeled into me, and I tried keeping my shaking legs around his waist. He grunted, slamming into me one more time before going still. Keeping me pressed against the wall, he rested his head on my shoulder.
“Watching you spiral from pleasure is something that will play on repeat in my head,” he muttered.
“You won’t need to do that,” I managed to say between breaths. “You can see it in person whenever you want.”
“I’ll hold you to that.”