“Okay.”
Positioning his hands on either side of my neck, he lifts himself up before pulling out just as slowly as he had gone in. While I stare at him, he watches as he goes back inside me. It doesn’t hurt, but it isn’t great yet. He moves out once more before pushing into me, his eyes so dark. That time wasn’t so bad. His face is taut, the veins in his arms are bulging, but he looks stunningly blissful. He pushes into me once more, this time not so slow, and it feels so much better. I tilt my hips so he can go deeper, and his eyes dart to me.
“Google,” I say, and he just blinks.
“You’re killing me,” he says, falling back on his haunches. He brings my ass up on his thighs before thrusting into me, and that was really good. Arching off the bed, I meet each thrust. I really don’t know why I waited to do this with him. Soon, we find a rhythm, and it’s beyond amazing. He’s hitting a spot that is so wonderful, and it’s not long before I feel my body getting hotter and tighter. His name falls from my lips with each thrust, and I’m on fire. And then I’m coming. Hard. Everything goes dark when I squeeze my eyes shut, his name exploding from the back of my throat. Sounding strangled and deep.
Dry-humping and foreplay come nowhere near the feel of him deep inside me while I come.
Holding on to his wrist as he moves in and out of me, I can’t seem to catch my breath. Yet, I’m mesmerized by his beautiful face. The tic in his jaw, the half-lidded gaze of his eyes, and his wet lips, swollen from our kisses. I don’t ever want to leave this bed. I don’t want to be with anyone but him.
He is everything.
“Ah, fuck,” he groans, and then he stills inside me, his cock throbbing deep within. “Sofia… Fuck, Sofia.”
I thought the sound of the crowd when I got a ten was breathtaking, but that doesn’t come close to the sound of my name from Ryan’s lips as he comes. Lowering himself to the bed, he pulls out before wrapping his arms around me and holding me close. He presses his lips to mine and eats at my mouth, nibbling and kissing until I’m wild for him all over again.
“Are you okay?” he whispers, his fingers dancing along my jaw.
“I’m great,” I whisper back, tucking my hands up under his chin. “That was amazing—after the initial shock of having something inside me. It was so good.”
“And we’re just getting started,” he says with a wink, and my face breaks into a huge grin. “We’ll get up and clean up in a second. I’m spent. You broke me.”
I snort as I gaze into his beautiful face, completely taken aback by how lucky I was that he wanted me. Sighing loudly, I move a few stray hairs behind his ear before I place my lips so close to his. “Hey, Ryan.”
He opens his eyes, meeting my gaze. “Yeah, baby?”
“There are no flowers, chocolates, or music. And guess what?” I ask, looking deep into his eyes.
A bright and beautiful smile comes over his sweet mouth. “What?”
“I will never, for the rest of my life, forget this moment. Ever.”
He presses his nose into mine, his eyes burning, wet with emotion. “Really? You sure it was okay?”
I’m breathless, cupping his strong jaw. “Ryan, it was perfect.”
“I mean, I thought so,” he teases, and I smile. “But it doesn’t matter about me. Only you.”
God, under his gaze, I feel like I’m the most important thing in his world.
I know I’m not. But sometimes, when his lips are quirked just so and his eyes are burning into mine, I feel it.
And I love him for it.